Hearty Talk

TO BE CONTINUE~

2010-12-21T00:45:00.002+08:00

i dont think i will be posting here anymore. Blogger is kinda old even tho i like it. i like it cox im used to using it to blog my personal stuffs. now that im having so many probs here, im just gonna switch to using tumblr then :) http://heeerwen.tumblr.com/ if u wan2 read abt my stuffs then go there.
this blog and all stuff posted here will still remain here cox i wont ever delete anything that have happened in my life. they're precious to me :) im still new to tumblr tho~ haha! PEACE & LOVE ^-^

Boo~~ HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

2010-11-01T00:43:00.000+08:00

Wish there were some kind of party and stuff like those in america! :\ Would love to have a party specially to celebrate Halloween! How fun! :D

Anyway, today had a real sweet dream, ahaha still, it's fake cox it's only a dream! Lmao my dream always felt so real when i'm dreaming in lalaland! I really thought it happened for real and in my dream, i was all crazy over it and was about to change my status from "single" to "in a relationship" for FB! Lmao too real to be too fake! Haha just a dream, i know! :)

Exams are half way done and still have about 6 more papers to go! :) I roughly know how i will be scoring especially for chem! That was ehh... well, there's still phys paper and the MCQ paper to help it! Shall log off now since there's nothing much to update! :)

Bumnight lovelies! Muack! :]

Till our eyes meet again :)

2010-09-28T20:35:00.005+08:00

Oh, my Jay oppa has already left Singapore for Manila, Philippines. I had intended to go to the airport to see him & his lovely AOM crew before they set off but decided not to go because the stalkers(ok joking!!) aka Jwalkerz said they couldn't find him anywhere. And i think it's pretty harsh and unfair for him and his crew because ppl keep stalking them, especially him! Feel sorry for him but can't help in any way :( I read someone's tweet and she's so right. Jay is always stalked or i may say hunted 24/7 whenever he goes, and he sure doesn't feel nice inside but he can't do anything about it. He doesn't has his own freedom and space. Pretty sad about this stalking thing although it has already been this way since long time ago. Trust me, i really want him to be well and i seriously hope nobody stalks him again but chances of this happening are SLIM... Sigh. He doesn't seem to be happy at all when he's out and about in public during his own time :( He seriously needs some breathing space!! :(

My life is bland now because it's difficult to know what the dude's doing when he's flying around unless he updates us himself. Like he said, he'll come back to meet us again in the future, although idk how long the wait will be. I'm looking forward to meeting him again and i'm sure it'll be a brand new chapter in our lives then :)

Anyway, have been recollecting crazy memories of the past few days cox it's just so unforgettable. Mad long waiting and queueing @Wavehouse, Sentosa in the drizzles, mad laughing and screaming @Jay Park Fan Meets Tour 2010 with other girls, mad twittering anything abt Jay, it's just MAD~ :D if i'm not wrong, i used abt 12 hours of lappy for yesterday, technically counted as today and yesterday because i stopped playing at around 4:30am~ Lappy time were increasing since last Thurs because of Jay's stay in Singapore. Can't help cox i didn't wan2 miss out anything about him! I'm not different from those out-and-about-stalker lol! Awww neck bones have been aching for days because of that too. It feels as if they're going to break apart my head and shoulders '_' sour and intolerable aching but i can't move away from thus stupid lappy.

You know, i think i should start slimming down now, really. Anyone recommend any exercise? I'm thinking of jogging everyday but i hate jogging because it always make me feel sick after the exercise. I've been controlling my dinner though, trying to eat less rice but i'm always hungry around 11pm. That sucks because i always feel guilty for eating again. But if i don't eat and i starve myself, i'd feel inferior and think i wouldn't grow taller anymore. Just LOL at myself for these~~

Alright going FB & TT now~ bumbye~ ^3^ i miss u jay who's already in Manila now! I wan2 breathe the same air as u my dear :[

Before.

2010-09-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

24 hours ago i was at the concert screaming, shouting and cheering for JAY & AOM~ I could do anything to go back to yesterday. Awwww... :( i miss them..

Best I Ever Had ♥

2010-09-26T05:39:00.008+08:00

Just for us, for real ♥ You and I, we the Jwalkerz ♥
Jay tattoed "Jwalkerz" somewhere near the back of his neck because Jwalkerz got his back :) so sweet right!! That's already proved how much he loves his fans as well as us fans loving him~

I hearts 25-09-2010 to the max!!! It's real, i saw him and he was in front, and i watched him dancing, singing, wiping his sweat, ripping his singlet and his everything!
Never ever felt this way before, i still can't believe i saw him in person just now. It was no longer just some pictures on my lappy and tv screen. It's real, hot and sexy! It's really sweet and touching. :)

I want to share every feeling i have had, because technically it's already 26-09-2010 now :) I don't wan2 let all these feelings slip because i'm afraid i would forget most of it the moment i wake up. Hengbokhae, i feel so bliss now :) I'm super tired, toes are in pain because i stood for a long time and i haven't had any food since 12noon but im going to pen everything down~ Simple yet touching is all i have to say for this fan meeting/ concert~ (^,^)V
I'm afraid this post is going to be looooooooong and frustrating to read so i shall point out the most important ones! :D Peace~

♥ Woke up at 11am and ate, dyed hair, bathed, packed bag and went out~ I kept coughing when i was on the mrt it felt so uncomfortable! I've just recovered from cold, sore throat and 2 ulcers. I'm still having cough though but went out no matter what.
♥ Set off around 1:50pm and reached Sentosa around 2:50pm~ Never been there on my own before so we cabbed into sentosa and dropped off at Beach Station~ It was drizzling so i had to cover my head with newspapers cox we didn't have unbrella. Scolded my bro cox he later found an umbrella in his bag!
♥ Saw a long queue of Jwalkerz and started queueing at 3pm and we were pretty far from the entrance. Floor was wet so i sat on a newspaper~ Ate some tibits and waited until 7 plus and stood up finally becox people said Jay and Aom reached. I didn't their car but indeed they arrived and were preparing backstage~
♥ Concert started pretty late at 8 something although it was set to start at 7pm. Didn't hear any fans complaining so no big deal because we still saw them! Gotten a stupid place to stand and we were always blocked but luckily we were in front of the big screen so nothing to complain again :) Dislike the standing area the most because there is a shallow pool in the middle and some ppl went down while those people who didn't kept blocking the ones behind.
♥ Everyone at the scene went crazy when dearest Jay appeared on stage and sang his first song, "Count On Me- Nothing On You"! That was my very first time seeing my precious Jay! \(^,^)/ He sang so well and i believe many people agree that his live performances are even better than the cds version~

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Hahaha my lovely Jay may not be a tall handsome man but he looks so fine in person! Very proportionate and thin man but he's super fit! He's definitely fit because we could see his wide chest and arm muscles! I think by looking at his tummy i can feel the his sexy abs! I knew many girls tweeted how they felt his wide chest and abs and everything when he hugged them at some events yesterday~ And some girls actually said he smelled nice but i'm not sure if it was perfume or the natural manly body smell~ I believe it was the nice nice manly smell~ hehehe i also wan2 smell it!! (LOL not body ordour can?) ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

(T_T) I'm super JEALOUS & ENVIOUS! Should have attended these events if i knew that would happen!* Hehehe actually i think many fans saw his somewhat obvious nipple~ LOL im not being dirtyminded thinking of his nipples but i just couldn't pretend i didn't see the 2 "raisins", even though he was wearing his plain shirt~ :D

♥ Q&A session with AOM crew and they were in simple T-shirt and jeans~ They must be feeling warm on stage because the lights were on them and Jay kept wiping sweats off his forehead~ Poor thing, i wanted to give u my tissue but i couldn't reach u~ Anyway, Jay said he was most satisfied with his long arms :) haha i would say ur hot and amazing JAYBUM BODEH~~~ 2 lucky fans were choosen to dance on stage and and in the end won autograph posters and had picture taken with Jay & AOM~ Funny Jay danced by himself when the music started playing. That's how much he loves dancing~ :)

♥ Awww adorable childhood photos were shown on big screen and fans went mad and screamed so loudly! It was sooooo cute! He had super chubby cheeks and even fairer skin tone than now! He only looked a little different now especially that he didn't have abs back then~ LOL~

♥ Sang his other songs then followed by the MV of his new but yet to be released song, "Demon"~ he's hot as always and his AOM brothers also starred in the mv cox they're his backup dancers~ :) i love AOM brotherhood~

♥ Then Jay sang "Demon" live and we loved it! Rapping and dancing real hard and i loved it! Dance moves were slick and sexy and he performed so well! overall, he's just soooo sexy! Sexiest man in the whole wide universe~ How on earth can a man be so sexy huh???? :3

♥ I don't know if i'm correct but i think the next activity was some real b-boy moves and short cheeky dance by Jay &AOM crew~ Next up was dance battle with local b-boy crew and it was sick cox everything was dope but some dance moves were quite dangerous! I went away for a drink cox i had gastric pain and couldn't stand straight. Screamed and cheered while drinking cox my attention never went out of the stage~ First time paying 100% attention to the stage becox i used to tape everything down and only looked at my cam screen. Never wanted to feel regretful so recording videos were not important at all~ Indeed i enjoyed tremendously! No regrets!!! :)

♥ Was able to view the stage even clearer when i stepped back behind cox everybody was infront~ Jay and AOM are so cute tgt! :3

♥ Last song sang was "Bestie" and i love the song the most cox it's simply amazing! Whole of AOM went on the stage singing & dancing tgt :) Concert ended after the song and Jay's handwritten msg appeared on screen~ Look at his funny yet unique handwriting and u'll know how cute he is! hahaha cute right~ :3

Yes the Jwalkerz enjoyed the concert and we love u and AOM~ hahaha~

♥ Happy times passes very fast but no regrets at all for this time :) After my toilet break i eventually happened to know my Jay baby and AOM were leaving so we ran over to their van and got really up clse with some of them! I saw them thru the windows and they were cute! I couldn't find Jay cox everything happened too fast and I didn't know where he was seated. That was a mere 2 or 3 secs which i was really close to them! Precious moments!!!!!

As always, I feel so bliss being Jay's Jwalkerz and Aom's fan because they're so different from the big stars we usually see. Fangirling or too obsessed or whatever u may say, if u're one of us, u'll know that's just so wrong~ They don't do fame for money (of cox $$ is important cox they have to live too but i mean they spend $$ well~) and they do what they are doing because of passion, which i think should be praised of! They don't need expensive suits or branded goods to go on stage and they're living just like everyone does and that always make people feel close and warm~

I'll never forget this day because i know i made the right decision to support these guys, especially when the main reason is that they have what it take to make ppl love them~ :) These guys are not some fake people and we fans are proud of it! I won't forget today definitely also because I saw them, which indeed made one of my dreams come true~ Sigh i really want a hug and an autograph from Jay~ :( but I believe i still have chances of fulfilling these 2 wishes in the future :) I heart u guys especially JAYbummie~ I worried abit when i saw him on the big screen when he just came on stage because he looked weak and tired. Funnily when it was his turn to dance and sing, he was very energetic ahahha, so nothing to worry about~ As a fan who loves him so much, i really want him to rest well and not push himself so hard. Oh not forgetting to say my Jay baby always glows on stage~ Stage is indeed where he belongs and he should be :D I wish them the best in doing everything and may they're even more successful than now~

Singing very seriously but he's cute and he sounds so good!

my chop chop hand & ticket~

not Taylor body anymore! This is JAYbum bodeh~

pouty mouth :3
love this dude to the max!

Alright enough of my fan-account and everything alse, i need to sleep now if not my bones are going to break apart~ bye bye and BUMNIGHT to everyone~ :3
PS: I think i'll go stalk Jay and AOM when i wake up later cox i think it's fun to stalk Jay and AOM and i've never stalked anyone before~ :D

祝我生日快乐 :)

2010-09-21T09:39:00.005+08:00

First time receiving sooooo many bday wishes even though i don't really know some of them :D
Woke up and on the lappy and straight away logged in to FB (i was trying to comfort myself to feel very fortunate and be thankful if there was 10 wishes) and was really shocked to see those bday wishes! :D Thank you guys! It's so touching! Never expected that to happen in my life! Never ever received so many wishes before so i can't believe it! I feel so fortunate and bliss! Received the very first msg from a unknown person ytd night and it was early~ then followed by sis's msg cox she' in M'sia :D

ehehehehe i guess i'll be laughing in my dreams tonight!

LOL anyway, a B-I-G HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself~
Sun yat fai lohk~
お誕生日おめでとうございます~
생일축하합니다~
I'm officially 19 now, but im happy :)

More responsibilities and nearer to death (lol kidding~) more white hairs and deeper wrinkles~ 18 is just nice and 19 sounds old. Lol not forgetting to mention both of my chinese and real birth dates are on today, 21 September 2010. I guess it has only happened once when i was born so this is the 2nd time i'm having 2 birthdays on the same day :D Not thinking of celebrating but i feel like going out~ will see how later on since it's only 9 in the morning~

Last but not least, I wish myself a happy and healthy year ahead! Very simple wishes so i hope my wishes will come true~ :)
*hugs and kisses* Thanks once again and i'm thankful for everything! :3

blissfully having my Macdonald breakfast: iced milo and Sausage mcgriddles with egg set :D

Nostalgia

2010-09-19T00:50:00.007+08:00

Had a short library study session with Joop just now~ :) it was fun whispering and laughing with her~
I'm sure going tmr's study session because i want her to tell me the things i wan2 know badly! :D Missing the lovely and happy old times when all 3 of us taitais went to library to mug but turned out to be a chit-chatting and magazine session~ Not forgetting the times i spent with my dear tengteng and jiaojun too :D good old times always prove that we're getting old so we're reminiscing.

Sadly, my qinqin (nephew) went back to malaysia this afternoon after spending 2 weeks here. He skipped a week of school so i guess there's pile of homework waiting for him at home~ As i grow older, i always feel the increasing distance between us. When he was younger, he was with us so we were close. I don't know what to say to him or how to make him happy everytime i see him. It's like we're not close now. I make efforts to coax and play with him but i get cold shoulders at times. It is hard to make him smile. Sigh so bittersweet.

Anyway, had a lantern/ candles and sparklers session at the playground on Wed. It was joyous because i love the lantern festival atmosphere! Each year, i wish i could go back malaysia to celebrate and play around with my cousins. The candles and lanterns always melt my heart~ It's already heartwarming thinking about how we used to fool around and cycled with our lanterns hung on the bike handles. We ate and bbq-ed and chit-chitted and it was simply fun. It's one kind of true happiness i've ever had in my childhood :) And lol, my mum kept my Power Puff Girls lantern really well because it is still usable even though i got it when i was in primary school <3 <3 <3 I wonder if people still cycle with lanterns~ hahaha! Sounds abit old-fashioned though~ Some of us no longer stay together but my heart feels warm as i know we all remember we shared happiness :)

Have been writing long posts, because my fist-sized heart went through many things this week and i feel the need to pen them down before the slightest feeling disappears. It's getting late now and my eyelids are getting heavier. So signing off now~

LOL eyes closed~

always loving the candlelight and the warm and bright lantern~ :D

Bye and kisses =3

To be short, i miss u so much. If we could ever be together, what would it be like?

What's left to say?

2010-09-17T17:51:00.004+08:00

Today is a bad day, one hella bad day!

Had a tiff with my family and i feel so hurt after what they did and said. Put aside the things they've done, can't they just be careful with words? Is this how a family should be?? Critisizing and hurting people? We're not strangers, we're family! Money money money! The damn money that always cause so much unhappiness. If u're paid then it is a big deal, right? So if this is the case, i'll pay u $50 and i'll give u a few tight slaps, will u want it? Will u?

I always tell myself that i can give up the whole wide world, but i'll never let go of my mum! Never! And i'll always be with her no matter wad happens! The night before wasn't a peaceful night too because baby girl was having high fever and had to be rushed to the hospital. I didn't dare to sleep when u guys were not back. Why? I sacrificed my life and it's still not enough to prove how good i am? Mum didn't have any sleep because she was carrying the baby in her arms yet the parents were sleeping. Till this minute, i guess my mum has only rested around 2 hours and she's working now. Ok, let's just say u people have to work the next day but mum sacrificed her sleep, health and time for u guys. I only see unhappiness and unwillingness to look after the baby in u guys. I'm fking mad because we're not the parents yet we're doing so many things just because u said WE'RE PAID to babysit so we have to bear all the responsibilities that a parent has??? I wouldn't wan2 ur fking hundreds in the first place if i knew this would happen. So i see we're less important than ur money. If u want someone to be close with u then u should make the effort to spend time with her and try to do everything for her. It is not putting up a show in front of everybody to show how good u are.

A 19-year-old wouldn't want a life like mine. Babysitting? Stop freaking kidding! Nobody knows i feel like a loser. But i choose to live with it for the sake of u guys. It's really hurtful and disappointing... Tears are often hard to control whenever i quarrel. This is one of the few times when i cried real bad at the staircases because i don't wan2 cry in front of u lest u guys think i'm a crybaby. Yes, it is always hard on me. To u people, i am just a lazy girl who do nothing other than playing com and watching tv. Yes, thats the life i live but how are u guys better than me?

I volunteer to help with the housechores yet i don't even see u guys sweeping nor mopping unless mum ask u to. Spent an hour and the staircases and thought about lots of things. How did things turn out this way and why am i in this state? It's just heartbreaking.. I thought of leaving this home but it defnitely won't work things out. Everything changes so never to expect it to be the same forever. I used to think i have a family that loves me dearly when i was in primary school. Few years ago, i realised things were not the way i saw. I'm too stupid and naive. Greed, selfishness, life is just too pathetic for us. What to do? I guess it's a sin to live.

Definition of Us.

2010-09-13T03:46:00.004+08:00

It's been long since my last post. This place is becoming more and more like a place for me to vent my emotions, especially anger~

Don't always feel happy at home especially when i need to face a couple of people with different tempers. I have to bear with them yet they don't know what i'm going through. Making all sorts of sacrifices are so not worthy because they don't even take a look at what i've done for them. I'm nopt asking for credit but can't u guys at least say "thank you" to me??? Seriously and honestly, studying and doing revisions for my exams ain't my priority at all for now. How can i focus when i have so many things to take care of at the same time? Bullshit~ What about my own life?

Anyway, had a Kbox session hours ago with my taitais. It was really once in a while because my last Kbox session was last year. I've been hiding at home for way too long time~ It was super pricey but definitely fun for me, as well as the taitais right? I only sang korean pop songs and a couple of english songs! Hehehe enjoyed tremendously but all 3 of us were damn freezing inside the room. I guess the freezing cold air-conditioning is included in the service charges and GST. Kbox please save electricity and spare a thought for our sick Earth~

Sadly, exams are nearing and i can't stop worrying. 30+, i mean i picked up 30+ strains of fallen hair yeaterday after washing my hair. Not a good sight and i know it's time i should take good care of my health and of cox, sleep EARLY~ I desire to have my normal life back! My life is so sick now. Oh never forgetting to mention, my mum finally said something i thought she would never say in this life. She finally wants me to take control of my eating habits now cox i'm always having supper before i sleep and so, she wants me to slim down now. LOL but she's right. I longed to slim down but i'm freaking lazy~ I always think of slimming down so that i'll attend my Jay baby's fanmeet prettily but hahaha, it's hopeless now because it's already too late~

Signing off now cox it's late~ and i need some sleep so that i can wake up later at 7~ bye muack~

the :( face i always have~

Happy Birthday~

2010-08-05T17:14:00.001+08:00

Not forgetting to mention, today is my elder sister's 27th birthday~ :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~
I'm happy for her but nevertheless, I'm hoping some changes in her, I mean changes for the better.
Everytime I say "changes in people", I mean I sense changes in them, but they usually don't acknowledge it.
Well, am going out now for her bday celebration :)

One and Only.

2010-08-05T17:04:00.000+08:00

Few things happened this morning and few days ago. Mixed emotions.

My great grandfather passed away few days ago and his funeral was held this morning. I couldn't attend because I need to stay in Singapore and everything just happened too suddenlys. My parents rushed back and my uncles living in other places also rushed back to see him for the last time. He's a good man, from what I heard, and all of us know he is a man blessed with many children and uncountable grandchildren, grand-grandchidren and grand-grand-grandchildren.

I dont't know if this grand-grand thing is right but I do know what it means in chinese. This is so exaggerating that anyone walking on the streets can be my relative. Do you know how to count this? This is already the 5th generation. He was 98 years old this year. 2 more years and everyone would be there to celebrate his grand 100th birthday. Not many people live till this age. What's not good about his family is that they are greedy people, excluding my kind grandma. My grandma is the only one whose not the least bit interested in his fourtune. He has so many children and he deserved to be happy. However for some poeple, money is more important. From what I heard, his sons and daughters (as I said, exclude my Grandma cox she's really not the kind of person) were more anxious about how the money would be distributed than planning a good funeral for this old man.

You can be greedy, but there a limit to everything. Is money so important to you people that its importance exceeded the importance of your father? It's a shame that I have these group of people as relatives. They are my seniors yet to most of us, I guess they deserve no respect! If I have the ability, I make the lightning strike them!!

No matter what has happened, gone is gone and I hope he's having a good time right now in the other world. :) Will miss you even though you may not know me cox I'm your grand-grandchildren~ <3

No need to question.

2010-07-20T15:24:00.004+08:00

Hahahahaha my very dear sis just told me no need to pay for my Jay Park Fan Meets ticket because that is my reward for working hard to look after her baby girl~ hahaha good idea too! :D actually im a little worried if i would be alone/ lonely cox even if I go with the fanclub ppl, there may not be much to talk about and emptiness and awkwardness will fill in between -.- die.

Things always happen this way.
If there is one thing for u to be happy about, then it will always have another thing for u to trouble. I don't know if im too sensitive and troubling over every detail. Am I correct? Did I say it wrongly again? Im always doubting my english skills cox my english sucks.

ultimate kisses for this ticket and my sis and JAY~ *muacks*

Worth It Or Not.

2010-07-17T17:44:00.005+08:00

Kekekekekeke~ Am quite happy for the past week over certain things and event :D

As long as you're feeling happy, luck will come your way~ hahahah I've gotten my "Jay Park Fan Meets Tour 2010" ticket few days ago!!!!!!! Credits to my sis muack!!! <3 Strangely but happily, Mum sounded a little worried when she knew I'll be going alone and so she asked my little brother if he wanted to go. Too bad my brother showed more interest in 2PM than Jay. I'm much more interested in the latter~Well, I can still go without anyone accompanying me. What surprised me most was that Mum actually hinted that she was willing to pay for my brother's ticket if he's going. Hmph. She really dotes on him. Well, I paid my ticket with my own salary this time. No doubt the ticket is EXPENSIVE so I really really really hope the showcase is worth the amount I paid for it :) Anyway a big part of it is already worth the money cox I get to see my Jay singing and dancing :) Hey that's pretty awesome already hahaha! I know I sound super fanatic like crazy fangirls fangirling.

Anyways, I attended 2AM's Singapore Showcase @ IMM last Saturday :) pretty cool!! They look so fine in person and they have nice bodies too hehehe! Tall guys who sing well are attractive! Get to hear them sing live is a fortunate thing because they sing so well~ I was hoping to bring my mum and brother along but that would mean they have to buy 2 more albums to get the entrance tickets and it's denifinitely not worth it. So I arrived just in time and stood there waiting for them to arrive because they were late and no official reason was released. Actually I'm ok with it and I didn't hear anyone complaining about it so no big deal as long as they went right? Haha. Brought a digital cam and a camcorder in case in need of both. I was disappointed by the Nikon digicam cox it was not as good as I thought it would be. Total failure. 12megapixels and yet zoom effect photos were blurry. Cant even capture a proper photo. Fortunately the camcorder worked better than I expected so things went out better. Left early before the autograph session ended because there was nothing for me to do. I didn't get the pass for their autographs but I managed to capture a photo of the signed album from an unknown fan haha!

Alright, enough of my fangirl stories.

From April till now, many things happened and it's not that I don't know what's going on. Although I can't read minds, I can tell how some people feel about me. Whether you're true or not, I can somehow feel it. Action speaks a thousand words. You don't need to tell me what you're thinking because I don't need it anymore. 2 different people giving me the same attitude tells me that I am rather insignificant. I thought too highly of myself because I once believed I was what they told me. Nobody likes a slap in the face. Giving your precious time to a non-worthy cause, may not be worth it. If this is what you have in mind all these time, then likewise to me, you're what I think to be something unworthy of my time.
Thank you for being who you are and have a nice day.

Do抖 Re累 Mi迷 Fa乏 SOOOOOOO~

2010-06-26T17:17:00.004+08:00

Hey Hey you you ~ it's been more than a month since I wrote something here~ it's gonna be a long post. Kudos to u if u are willing to read everything written here ^ㅠ^

As usual, my daily lives revolve around babysitting and nothing else. There are times when I'm tired and bored and times when I really wan2 go out for a walk or do some shopping but, haha I simply can't. U see, if I'm not at home, my Mum would be very busy doing her chores and looking after the baby at the same time. She's not wonder woman and I can't bear to let her do everything for me. Tsk no choice. There was a job offer for me to work around next week but I guess I have to turn down the offer to look after the baby. I want more pocket money~~~ so maybe I'll ask for more when my sis gets her salary HAHAHAHAHA!

Well, the 1st and 2nd weeks of June were fun because my little cousins and nephew were here for holidays! :D All I could remember were extreme noises, shoutings & scoldings, high-pitched singing and a floor of toys, pillows & bolsters. Totally chaotic! I was scolding them almost once in every hour because honestly I couldn't control thase kids. They were cycling in the house and barging in and out of the baby room and disturbing me! Hahaha~ wished they were here cox my house is so quiet now. Aww I miss them~~~

Soooo yesterday 4E2'09's class CEO organised a bbq session and I went. I haven't seen some friends for more than half a year so haha, it's great to meet them again. Not much conversation there because my mind state was blank and I did not know what to say/ do. I guess I don't really know how to socialise with ppl~ It was a little boring and I ate a hotdog, a satay and 2 otahs for $7~ LOL~ but I thought it was worth because I get to see my sec 3+4 sch classmates(?) maybe? hahaha. Hopefully there'll be another class gathering this next half of 2010.

Time flies really fast and it's officially less than 90 days to my 19th bday. I have yet to accomplish any big thing and make a name for myself (<< is this correct??) and now 19 is coming after me like a F1 racing car on racing track. Tsk tsk tsk. Alright enough of my babblings and stuff and here's some photos taken yesterday and weeks ago.
즐길~~~~~

taken when she was looking away :D

ignore those legs :D

he looks sleepy even when he's energetic haha.

though their age gap is a year apart but actually they're uncle and nephew relations :D fun right?

don't doubt, whitest hand belongs to me :D

Exclusive: home-made magic video starring my cousin and nephew. Ignore the background voice and my empty room :D

Timed.

2010-05-16T10:16:00.008+08:00

So rare to see me online so early right?

Anyway, just got back from the Wonder Girls Ustream launch event and I woke up early in the morning just to watch it~

it was cool and their new song is awesome :D
diggin' the new song "2 Different Tears"~
most in love with these part of the lyrics:

" gave me 2 different tears
after all these years
tears of joy tears of pain
like sunshine and rain
so I hate you
so I love you "

Well, nothing much happened in the past few weeks and likewise everyone is moving on with their lives and I'm trying my best for mine.

Have been feeling a little choked up at times for some reasons, mostly bad ones.

Future seems so bleak to me and I don't know what the next step looks like. Look on the bright side? emm not so sure..

I think I'm gonna get a new job pretty soon though things are still very unclear.

Won't be updating so often I think :)

죽을 만큼 잊고 싶다...

Clouds.

2010-05-03T05:15:00.006+08:00

A very meaningful song by Dumbfoundead, Jay Park & Clara Chung.
One of the most simplistic and real songs singing about life that I've ever heard.
Good people, Good music, which I can't agree more~
Loving this song! :)

I specially love this few part of the lyrics and it just can't get out of my mind.

"When the clouds are in the sky
Know that they're just passing by
There'll be sunshine
If your days are stormy nights
Dry the raindrops from your eyes
There will be sunshine"

"But I know the wondrous things are coming to visit again someday
So no worries I just stand here with a smirk on my face
Although I know some people out there throwin' dirt on my name
But it's all good
Still show' em some love
Cause unlike that girl from the movie I ain't holdin' no grudge"

Some Love.

2010-05-03T05:10:00.002+08:00

Had been really busy this week, I mean last week because the time now is almost nearing 4am, which is a Monday again~
Had to stand 12 hours everyday but luckily this job ended!!
Working and tiring myself out and even fell sick for 3 days but I still went to work.
From slight fever to high fever, sore throat to coughing and flu to nose block~ they're all killing me!
All these bad issues visited together and I did felt I was dying but thankfully I've almost recovered now.
Dad and Mom were really sweet as they showered me with so much love when I was sick ^,^
My pretty sisters were awesome too as they encouraged me that I would do a nice job ^,^

Hahaha as much as I want $$$, I still dragged my dying body to work that wreck job when I couldn't even stand properly and my face was pale!
The job's not fun and is tiring and bothersome. SaSa indeed does not offer nice jobs.
Anyways, got in touch with so many rude, nonsensical and some other really nice people.
I've been clenching my fists as I served the rude ones and tried my best to squeeze some smile on my face.
These people don't deserve to be treated nicely but you know, it's my job.
Customers come first, but what's the big deal when you're not being nice to others???

Respect others before you want others to respect you.

Anyway, this quote apllies to some friends around me and I sincerely hope you guys get this right.
I've been feeling so pissed off recently because I simply can't get through some stupid things which happened few weeks ago.

What's so great about you when you don't even appreciate other people?
Do you actually know you've made a mistake even before I've made one?
How can you accept my apology so easily as if nothing happened when you are supposed to be the one apologising for your mistake first?
I hinted you but you acted like you were innoncent and it really disgusts me alot, even right now at this very moment.
Don't take things for granted when it comes to me and you or anybody else.
I hate people who don't appreciate my efforts such as not replying my messages at all even though you may not be able to reply instantly. At least give my a simple reply no matter how late it is right?
Don't make me wait like a dumb ass!
You don't know how it feels to wait in vain with all those sulky feelings being disppointed and ignored when you're enjoying yourself with other friends.
Don't give me empty promises if you already know you can't fulfill anything. Stop being sucha hyprocrite.
I have to admit that I was a person who used to give you empty promise but I did apologised for it.
It is so much easier to forgive your enemies than your friends because I always treats you as one of my best pals but all I get in return are some fake feelings.

This is one of the sillest mistake I've ever made, believing you would be truthful to me.
I guess friendships indeed don't last long and it's hard to find a true friend.
Everyone is going on with a different path right now and I do believe I do not stand a place in you guys' hearts.
It may be because I'm different from you guys, like age or some other things, I'm not so sure about these but I guess it's quite true actually.
I'm not mad or sad at these because this is the real life, right?
Learning all these life lessons makes one grow and I also learnt that my family is always the best because they will not leave me in lurch no matter what happens.

Do treasure you loved ones when you can.
I love my family!!!!! ^,^
"Omma, Appa, Unnie, dongsaeng-ah, nan neomu neomu Saranghae~"

You're Seattle Babaaaaaaaaaay~

2010-04-25T01:27:00.004+08:00

OMG! I'm almost posting this "OMG" on whichever site i go now~
Today is a big big day but I'm sure u guys don't know what is it~
It's my Jay baby's 23rd birthday now, according to Singapore time which is 15 hours ahead of Seattle time.
They're experiencing morning now while I'm feeling some heavy weight on my eyelids as if they're falling anytime.

I'm so tired right now cox I went shopping with Teng Teng in the noon. Anyway, for your information, we went to Orchard~ Hahaha~

So cut the chase, here's my most sincere and full of love message, and if my Jay baby ever sees this~
Hey Jay,
Happy Birthday on your very special day~
You're not getting old but just another year's of experience~
To the world, you may be a tiny person. But to me, you're the world :)

I do hope you'll grow taller though you're not short at all but emm, your everything is just too perfect~

May your everyday be filled with endless love and laughter~

All the best to you~

*hugs*

I can't imagine how many birthday wishes he's getting right now~ hahaha!

Keep on Smiling~

Random.

2010-04-04T03:46:00.001+08:00

It's 3:26 AM now as I'm writing this little post here!
I'm feeling a littler hunger right now but I seriously do not think this is a time to eat so I just made myself a cup of hot drink.
I've been craving for Mac Spicy all day long since last week but I simply can't allow myself to spend too much because I'm trying to save as much $$$ as possible.
The theory of " 吃进去还不是一样要排出来 " saves me from lots of unecessary spendings as I try to eat any food that can fill my stomach.
Furthermore, eating that will give me more fats right?

Anyways, how did u guys spend April Fool's day?
As usual, I stayed at home and only received 1 April Fool msg.
I'm glad to know that not many people want to play prank on me :D
Meanwhile, I've just sorted out my past blog posts and I found myself a really chidish person in the past, or maybe still the same.
I used to speak without sense and knowledge and my english sucks too!
I'm not very sure if my english speaking and writing language improve but I'm trying to read and watch in english language now.
OMG~ so embarrassing~ Alright, most people are embarrassed when they look at their pasts.
Talk about pasts, who don't have one?

Okay, the ever childish Tan Her Wen just went to play the genius game which the genius will guess who you're thinking of right now.
The first attempt was a failure though the answer given was really close! *GIGGLES*
It was Nichkhun~
YES, it got the right guess in the second attempt! WOOHOO~
My ever handsome and adorable JAY PARK then appeared on the screen and I simply can't take my eyes off him anymore though we are considered "strangers".
We don't even know each other in real life and I'm always so crazy over him LOL~~~
Alright, I think all these has wrapped up what I have in my mind right now so off to bed in minutes time.
Goodnight people~ *kiss goodnight*

P.S. Do try this Web Genius thing though I've already pasted the link before in the past. Just some lame thing to pass time and make urself happy right?
^ㅠ^ crazily in love with these korean smiley emotions~

Girls' moments.

2010-03-29T15:20:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, I'm back again~
Just came back after meeting my Siewteng & Jiaojun in Jurong point (^,^)b
It's been long since I last met them. Promise to meet again maybe next week :D
Anyways, Jiaojun gave me her study notes done in Sec 3&4 while Siewteng forgot to bring hers!
Hahaha extremely happy to see so much good study notes~
Thx for the effort for bringing it to me though it's very heavy! :D

Well, they have their lunch in Carl's Jr and both of them got a set meal for themselves.
I should have taken photos of the 2 ~~ENORMOUS~~ burgers and show u guys!
Both the girls didn't finish the whole meal cox it's sooooooooo much!
I only ate few fries cox the sights of the 2 ENORMOUS burgers already make me full.
It's so big that Siewteng kept complaining of the heavy weight of the burger.
So if anyone want to compare other brands' ~~Macdonald's~~ burger with Carl's Jr's, it will be 小巫见大巫~
It's quite cool actually, but I won't dare to eat their burgers in the future!
After the lunch, went to shop around and they bought their bday gifts and then we saw Jinmei &Serli.
SO SURPRISING!!!!!!!!!!! Never thought of seeing them there HAHAHAHAHA!

As soon as I saw Jinmei, I recalled funny things that happened 2 days ago.
I was meeting Joop & Jinmei in JP for lunch/or maybe dinner, then as we chatted something about "rape", Jinmei said the word "RAPER" as RAPIST~
Both me & Joop cracked up upon hearing that!
Now then i know she followed my way of pronouncing "RAP" as "RAPE"~
Hahaha, so after sending Joop to the bus interchange, we 2 walked to take the MRT.
So the MRT came very quickly and she wanted to enter the further cabin.
I told her I think the doors would be closing soon but she kept walking to the door she wanted to enter.
Now that's the funny part, the door closed the moment she entered and I was still left at the platform~
I wanted to laugh so I tried to cover my mouth and faced down and thus she had to wait for me at the next station.

Lesson learnt, never to enter the MRT when the red lights near the doors are flashing fast~
I had already learnt my lessons many many years ago so hahahahha~
She must be scared right?

Alright, end of my stories and so, byebyeeeee~~~

\(n,n)/

A Day.

2010-03-19T16:17:00.006+08:00

Hey guys, i'm back after a long break from blogging.
I've nothing much to blog these days so i don't think i will update often.
Well, i met up with classmates yeaterday to collect testimonials together as a class.
Although not all of the friends turned up, it's great to see them again.
It's been like... 2 months plus since i last saw them.
Visiting the school made me miss the school times alot especially times when i studied with friends and had my CCA lessons.
Gosh, i wasn't like this in the past..
I miss school~

Anyways, my elder sister, Alvis cousin and my nephew came here on wednesday.
I spent my whole night chitchatting with my 2 sisters and cousin! :D
I love chitchatt sessions like this and we turned in around 6am.
My two sisters want me to find a job soon cox i've been idling at home for the past few months. I admit i'm a super lazy person.
Futhermore, both my sisters agreed that it's my personality that make guys turn away from me.
OMY, is that true???
I think i'm just 宅, u know宅女??
I'm on for all the 宅女 criterias, playing online games and always staying at home etc.
Am i that bad?? Or i don't look good? It's confusing!
One thing for sure, i don't really speak well, may it be anybody or good friends :(

Anyways, ever so sweet Jay Park uploaded his own video in his very own youtube account few days ago and i was totally happy like siao!
It was already 6 months since fans saw him clearly in videos and pictures and heard him singing!
Yeeeeeeppy!!! I can leave message saying how much i adore and love him anytime and he will definitely see it! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
so, Jay oppa FIGHTING!!
\(^.^)/

生日快乐~

2010-03-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

他是我的宝贝，现在5岁了，还很会顶嘴！
但是我还是很疼爱他，希望他会乖乖长大，好好读书，这样就够了 :)

from: 很爱你的姨姨~

生日快乐~

Happiest.

2010-02-23T22:23:00.004+08:00

hey guys!!! im finally back here after 3 weeks of stay in malaysia :D
spent most of my time with my elder sister and her baby girl as i helped to prepare milk and stuffs.
it's not as easy as it seem to be and i think i've learnt quite a number of things now~ hehe that will be useful and handy when i have my own baby right? i spent few nights alone at my own home while most of the time with my sis and the baby at my aunty's house.
sleeping alone in a big house was quiet but not eerie, and those mosquitoes accompanied me!
that was the time when i thought i should be brave and independent and i actually enjoyed it.
oh ya, a piece of news to share!
i can finally drive a motorcycle on my own!!!!! hahahaha!!!
i remembered i was trembling and heart was pounding really fast and god, it was actually very easy~
life was a little boring cox i didnt get to use computer much and there werent alot of interesting tv programmes.
i miss my com soooooo much!!! i miss my 2PM & 2AM too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my god!!!!!!!!!!
anyways, hahahaha, do u guys know that 2PM's latest album is officially sold in singapore?
i just knew it and i couldnt stop giggling! hahahahahahha!
im gonna get it asap and kiss it! wootsssss!!! muack~~
emm, just a short update and i'll be logging off soon!
few photos taken during CNY with my little cousins and nephew shall be in the next post cox i cant upload it here!
so, bye ladies~

I will never let go.

2010-01-24T17:54:00.002+08:00

One of the best and sweetest dreams i had yeaterday, cox i dreamt of PARK JAEBEOM :D
though he's not back yet but it felt so real, as if he was by my side (hehehehehehe~)
emm, my days at home are boring and dead.
CNY is coming soon and i havent gotten any new clothes.
i dont know what kinda clothes i should buy, but i will still go with my casual and comfortable style~
mom's nagging at me but she told me not to spend too much.
but i think i will only be shopping at few places like Jurong point, just somewhere near, so i dont think i can save much.

well, going to dye hair soon, most probably some brown color?
a little disppointed when my 姐夫 told me he's only free on 07.02.2010, just a week away from CNY.
it's sooooo late~ but anything, as long as my hair color changes :D
just a short update of what i've been on and so, byebye~~~ :D

Promise.

2010-01-08T16:30:00.002+08:00

im back~
broke my promise saying that i would go out with my girls but instead i stayed at home again.
im sorry girls~ i need to save some cash and i hope u will understand.
this blog is certainly deserted and i couldnt feel a single fly (T,T)
sigh. this week is aspiring for me and i feel that i have so much things to accomplish.
certain things concerning my own future have been decided because next monday is the dooms day.
guys, are y'all anxious abt the outcome??
i dont know how im feeling right now, cox im definitely not looking forward to it.
gonna make good use of the few days left before stepping into the hell.
bye, see u guys on monday~

Bliss.

2010-01-02T15:01:00.006+08:00

My late Happy New Year greeting here cox i thought i posted my post that day.
hahaha i just checked it and realised i only save it as draft.
well, i shall repeat my wishes here :D

1. i want to grow taller (abt 165cm, despite being 18 right?)
emm i do 100 or more skippings and drink milk everyday before i sleep.
i hope this method will work.
it's not too late right? :D
2. everyone to be healthy and happy!! health is the most important thing! :D
for the past few months i've been trying to deal with my own problems and i wish i will so-called "recover" one day and let me live my life like before.
3. accomplish the things i've not done so, maybe accomplish my own dreams :)
but to me, this can be impossible because of my health probs :(
4. acceptable Olvl results, though i don't have much confidence in it.

1st day of 2010 is of both happiness and displeasure. i thought it was Thursday and i eventually missed all my friday tv programmes.
i regretted so much!!!!
i missed my 2PM's performance in Music Bank and Rain's Fashion concert!
i even see things wrongly, like missing a letter or seeing the wrong number. probably signs of getting old? hahaha!
blame nobody but myself for having real bad memory these days due to sleeping lately.
i've never turned in before 3am and only wake up in the afternoon.
i'm trying to sleep earlier now cox my dark eye rings are getting darker.

blissfully, my elder sister has gave birth to a healthy New Year baby girl and i've yet gone back to see them.
i think i'll go back Malaysia in a few days time hahaha!
so im logging off and will be meeting JinMooooi later on :D
see you again~~~

MERRY CHRISTMAS ~~~

2009-12-25T03:32:00.003+08:00

heeeeeeello im back~
again, 2 weeks just flew past just like the normal days.
emm cousin and nephew going back soon and so my life will back to the original state again though i be bored and lonely at home.
feel like doing smth special to rmb the last few days of 2009 although i've been through so much bad things for the past 359 days.
honestly, i want 2010 to come and so on yet i still want to stay 18!

oh ya, Happy Birthday to my Joeyn cousin too~
she's so lucky to arrive on christmas day right?
everyone remembers her bday easily :D

well, may the last few days of 2009 be smooth and full of joy~
byebye, it's 3am plus now and im turning in after this post!
sweet dreams :D

TAN JIAOJUN

2009-12-23T14:22:00.004+08:00

ya, calmed down abit after spitting out my anger in the previous post.

here's my belated bday wishes for my dear jiaojun.
im felt sorry because i only sms my greetings this morning.
still, HAPPY SWEET 16~~ muack!

BREAKOUT

2009-12-23T14:11:00.003+08:00

not very happy with my family, especially my brother.
wonder why he always picks on me and even called me a dog in front of my mum and she just responded it with a smile.
so am i also a dog that my parents gave birth to? seems so.
and this doesnt happen just once, it's alot of times.
i really hate the times when my mum bias towards my brother.
feel like roaring the f and s words and whatever vulgarities in front of these 2 ppl!
leaving this home asap is the solution.
i will not want to stay any longer with these ppl, include my dad and my 2nd sister.

2009 is just another sucky year for me, i hate it!

Kite

2009-12-16T21:04:00.007+08:00

hello people!!
just came back from malaysia yesterday night after spending 4 days there.
the return date was set to be on monday but it was changed at the last minute.
my nephew got some eye infection and his left eye was so swollen that i couldn't see his eyeball.
but luckily he was treated the next day and he's almost well now.
my mum also decides to bring my cousin here for some holiday as this is his first time here.
haha a thing to mention, i have to stay at home to look after these 2 naughty kids.

well, this trip back there is almost the same as previous trip but this time was much more lively and happy! :D
found out that there has been a kite flying craze and everyone will gather at the Clock Tower field to fly kites together.
haha i went to witness it on sunday afternoon and it was really packed with people.
lots of kites were flying in the blue sky and it was definitely difficult to spot which is which.
my aunt told me most parents are willing to buy kites for kids although a simple kite may costs more than RM50.
haha although our kites only cost a mere RM2 each but one of them still fly high up in the sky.
one is a Keroro printed while the other is a maplestory printed plastic kite as compared to those macho "bat" or "bee" kites :D
before going to the field, me and my cousins actually flew the kites in my house garden.
the keroro kite flew really high up and i cant really spot it in the sky because it was 2 or 3 something (hottest time of the day :D) in the afternoon and the sun was high up there.
but things got worse when the direction of wind changed and the string was entangled with the electrical cables.
we tried to pull and release the string so that the kite may be freed but it failed.
thus i cut the string to free it and was waiting for it to fly or maybe drop and land somewhere near my house so that i could pick it but it went missing instead.
the maplestory kite was worse because it couldn't even fly althought we attempted many times
haha maybe blame it on the presence of the weak wind!
and so, i only sit at the side and see others fly their kites when i went to the field :D

spot that keroro kite?? :D

haha im almost finished with the things i want to say :D
oh ya, i think im going to learn to ride motorcycle the next time im going back because everyone expect me to do so.
it should have been so 2 or 3 years back but i didn't want to at that time because i was thinking that it would be nice for someone to fetch me in and out and was also too dangerous for me to travel on the road.
i should learn to be more independent now so that i dont need to trouble my family.

lastly, a quote of life for everyone: life is simple but it's just not easy.

not going to sleep so early cox i have lots of korean and hongkong dramas to watch!!!
so, byebye ppl~ :D

h-o-m-e

2009-12-07T17:59:00.006+08:00

hello ppl~
it's been some time since i last update this blog.
well, days are passing fast and it's near the mid of december now.
im not working now, cox i dont want to.
i treat this 2 months as some real holiday.
staying at home and play computer and watch tv and listen to my fav songs are just enough for me, not too much and yet simple, it's just a matter of wasting alot electricity.
i've been trying to achieve the sense of so-called simple life.
hahaha but i dont know am i already there, or still the same.
my so-called "health problem" remains the same.
my mood has been quite good i think, cox not much bad things happened.
but someday ago, i remembered jinmei saying i've been improving and she told me not to keep checking the time.
and so, i dont even wan2 wear watch nowadays, so tat i can forget abt timing matters.
thx ah jinmei~ :)

well, mum, my uncles and my sisters have been saying im too lazy to work.
im not denying though.
and i miss my elder sis alot, somehow.
she's going to give birth soon, probably this month or early next month.
may all things go on smoothly.
im feeling both exciting and happy, cox im gonna have a niece sooooooon~
haha, i promise i will dote the baby girl as much as i dote my ever cutie (qinqin)~

another thing to be happy abt is that CHRISTMAS is coming~~~~
im so excited abt this lovely and merry season though my family dont celebrate it.
each year i've been wanting to buy a christmas tree but i think not much ppl will appreciate it.
there's still a lonely soul here in this festive season, quoted from jinmei.
not very sure when can i go out with friends again, cox everyone's been busy working.

hahaha, i think im ending my post here.
oh ya, changed blog songs too!
they're all abt CHRISTMAS!!! :D
of course, the 2PM heat is not over yet!! :D
nights are getting colder, remember to cover blankets ah!
i think i'll update soon!!
byebye~

♥4E2, misses, misses & misses.

2009-11-21T14:38:00.018+08:00

well, prom is over, chalet is over too.
woke up this morning with a total empty mind.
ok, may not be that empty cox i've been recalling all the memories we had as 4E2, recalling what i have done in chalet.
i felt like crying, but there's no tears -.-
alot of thanks for the committee for such a memorable chalet :)
well done!!! * feel like giving a hug~
im so touched for szekim's panadol when i was really sick, joop and everyone's concern for me, meixuan's handphone charger and guys da bao food for me when i was lazy to go out.

2 years, or maybe 1 year 11 months 21 days as part of 4E2'09/ 3E2'08, i miss everyone of u so much now.
at first i tot to myself, 5 days are just too long and boring for me to stay in chalet and i was almost reluctant to go when it was already afternoon of 16Nov.
because of my cold & runny nose and sore throat, i spoke and ate little during the prom dinner. and thx jeremy for his rose :)
and i regretted wearing that 1 inch stupid heels, i should have worn that 9cm heels!
then after the prom, me and joop cabbed down to aloha loyang chalet while others took mrt and buses.
ok, that's when i thought that "hey, maybe it will be a fun chalet!!! just enjoy & relax!!"~
indeed i treated that 5 days as relaxation time and doing nth except staying late, watching horror dvds, playing mahjong & poker and UNO stacko with forfeit.
that was really nice beyond words!!!!!!!!!
then we had bbq, or wad Serli said as "babikill" on the 3rd day, with mrs chia, ms ong and mrs wong with us.
i was abit sad on the 4th day because most ppl left that day, with yingyan & ratna started leaving early in the morning.
well, there's only me, joop, jm, justin and yy staying for the last day.
wad left was us with the big empty house.
it was so quiet and we joked and watched tv and started packing and cleaning.
then back to room, playing UNO stacko and poker again~
oh well, that's the night which we slept the earliest at 1 plus because throughout the first 4 days we had tgt, most of us turned in at around 4am, or at least 3am~
then, we left the chalet early and then decided to cab down to pasir ris mrt station.
oh ya, the taxi driver was certainly annoying!
he lied that there was police guarding and wouldnt want to take all 5 of us but there wasnt any police at all!
felt like giving him a tight slap on his face! and this is not all!
so me joop and jm got in the cab first, and asked the driver to return to drive justin and yy after we reached.
he nodded and then we saw him pick up passengers the next moment.
wad a big and old and ugly driver, disgusted at such taxi driver!!
he will get retribution soooooooooooooooon!!!!
then after breakfast in mac, we trained home, officially seperated as 4E2.
joop told me she felt like crying as we were reaching jurong east station when jm left, then followed by justin and then us at boon lay station.
i have been wondering when's the nest time we can all gather tgt, other than receiving olvl results next year??
nothing's sure and a quote to agree with, nth is impossible, right?
so guys, let's remember each and everyone of us, till the day we can no longer remember anymore, and keep the unitedness and faith which 4E2'09 always has!!!
i miss everyone of u so much now, and im afraid i may forget the faces because we can no longer see each other like we did during sch times.
我好想回到过去，不要多，再让我回到2009年的开始就好了。
我好想再一次好好的过这一年，把失去的再补回来。

with love, herwen.
i love u guys!

some photos were taken from my girls' blogs & facebook! thx everyone! :)

this is for the contribution for guzheng ensemble. oh ya, i also miss my guzheng girls and "my" guzheng in sch.

always so oustanding isnt it??? haahahah!!!

that's jinmei's egg! see that heart shape there??? :D

this was the outcome for losing in the UNO stacko game. she's really suay on that day, borrowed toilet paper and also had some pretty makeup on her preeetty face!

looks cool with this pose, isnt it? i wonder how many of u are laughing now~hahahahahaha!

UNO stacko, perhaps the tallest height! girls, we're so pro!!!!!

haha spot that shoe over there!

everyone looked tired in this pic, but well done u guys!!!

yihan: see wad see?
yongli: aiya, i so handsome! quick, just snap, quick!!!

haha, serli said we just descent from heaven!

just cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeze~

pretty! this is just awesome!!!!!!!!!!!

see that toilet paper roll which jinmei borrowed? she's proud of it!

it's a pity not all of the girls were present.

meixuan~thx for the handphone charger!!! :)

our joop~ she's a busy person that day

yongli~~帅到爆了啦！i miss ur singing and dancing..

serli!!!!!!!!!! i love her hair!!! miss the times we played uno stacko!!!

oh yeah, i have the most shots with her! thx for accompanying me throughout the prom!

christina! miss the mahjong games we had tgt!!

reiting!!! she's in japan now!!! miss her too, miss the time we had Lailai tgt!!

see! another shot of me and joop! ahahahahahaha

she's such a sweet girl! hope we can soon go lailai tgt!!!

the best lailai mates!!! :D rmb the times we ate and chatted for 3 hours?

miss ong and miss chia! met in the toilet! appreciate the encouragement that miss ong gave me, telling me not to panic during math papers. i hope i wont disappoint u when the olvl results is out.

miss chia, u may not be a very great teacher, but still thanks for teaching us physics! jiayou!

making great friends doesnt need to be early, junjie and yongli are the best examples!

abit dark, may not be that close with jiahui and meixuan, but still thx alot for the days we spent tgt! and szekim looked so different that day :)

i love u 4E2, i really do!!!!!

家

2009-11-06T15:32:00.002+08:00

it's beeen so long since i last posted here.
anyway any misses??? :)
time passes fast, people changing.
来这里，当然不是要写开心的事。
以前小时后觉得我的家很快乐，很温馨。
现在，越来越搞不清楚我的家真的是一个家吗？

妈偏心弟弟跟二姐，爸好像又什么都不理不睬，只剩我跟大姐。
现在，我才觉得其实大姐可能比其他人更了解我。
可是，大姐现在又不在身边。。
跟二姐说话很辛苦，因为很难了解她，她也不了解我。
有时她说话还会带刺，我是她妹妹。
为什么她总是相信朋友多过自己的家人？
为什么她的朋友总是在第一位？
我真的很讨厌她所有的朋友，也很讨厌她！
弟弟呢，更不用说，说话好像要把我杀死才开心。
妈妈的心肝，在家里什么都不用做。
妈妈想他时就打电话来，但是开口第一句都不会是问我这个接电话的人在干什么。
她只会问，弟弟吃了没？在玩电脑吗？没得吃得买东西给他吃啊！
像什么？对牛弹琴，他根本不理她，真替我妈感到悲哀。
为什么她不爱我一点？如果她爱我多一点，可能她付出的爱会更有回报。
说真的，很羡慕jinmei的家庭。

真的不知道我是身在福中不知福，还是命苦。

missing in action.

2009-10-04T20:00:00.005+08:00

hey hey hey,
thx for all the bday wishes, gifts & love although it's been so long.
it's a nice nice nice day for me!!

and!!!!
i'm cursing that company which ran away with Lee Jun Ki's $$!!!
at least im relieved that the fan concert was a success!!

anyway, i think i wont be back till the end of olevel.
do miss me and wish me luck ya people!!! :D
i'll miss y'all too~

and, late BIG BIG BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY to AYUMI HAMASAKI (02.10.1978), YAP SIEW TENG (04.10.1993), AIDAH (27.09.1993).
:D

dusty morning, sleepy afternoon, fun night!

2009-09-15T22:04:00.003+08:00

ewww, my house's storeroom is abit dusty, messy and overload.
those heavy loads there made the shelves slump and my sis and her husband tidied for the whole morning.
i intend to help, really!
but in the end i sat down and watched hours of tv :D
i cant endure the dust, and indeed i kept sneezing.
so i went to sleep after the tv shows and woke up at 4 plus.
then kept walking around the house like it will kill time.
watch tv again, and now surfing net like crazy!!! :D

days are boring recently, doing the same things everyday.
it's not like the past, lively and happy.
and science practical is coming, wishing the best for myself and my girls.
well, these few days could be some self-reflection for myself.
i suddenly feel the ambitiousness of becoming what i want to.
found some ways which i think will lead me to this, but it's not so easy..

alright, cheer for me and my dream!
bye bye~
ps: tmr is another taitai session :D

heartbreak.

2009-09-08T15:15:00.008+08:00

2PM

seriously, that's already the past right?
everybody make mistake right?

come on Antis, aren't y'all too harsh on Jaebum (leader of 2PM)???
you people are just too lame to create a petition titled "Jaebum should commit suicide"!!!

i cant stand u people forcing Jaebum to the dead end.

it's a very sad thing to know that Jaebum has already announced that he'll quit 2PM & return to america.

what the hell is this?! Jaebum shouldn't quit and leave!

to me, he's very important to 2PM!

he should stay and lead the team of 2PM!!!

i hate those ugly bunch of Antis out there!!!!!

pathetic antis, please get some life man!
no matter what, i hope Jaebum will stay in 2PM and everything will work out well asap!!!

Jaebum, i support u! FIGHTING!!!!!

MUM~

2009-09-05T20:15:00.005+08:00

都是我生命里重要的人 :D

today is one of the most important day in my life.
it's my mum's bday today!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :D
i'll always love and care about her!
we didn't buy cake, but we ordered some pizzas and ate together cox my mum don't eat cakes.
well, 2nd sis is not with us now cox she's still in malaysia.
it's a lovely thing to say that i'm happy to be in this family.
though my mum often scold me or does things that i dislike, but i believe she always does what's best for everyone.
since young, i've always think that my mum is the greatest mum in the world!
i hope my family will always be as happy as we can be!
i love you mum!

LIM JOO PING

2009-08-30T17:49:00.004+08:00

hahaha this birthday girl must be happily shopping now~~
Happy Sweet 16 ah!!!
希望你的两个老公越来越爱你，不要再长高了！
i wish u health, wealth & happiness!!
may all your wishes come true!!!

emm, this is the 2nd year i celebrate your bday.
of course, this year is better than last year right?
looking forward to ur bday ahead!! :D

SOH JIN MEI

2009-08-28T13:34:00.003+08:00

Happy Sweet 16~
希望你天天美丽，开心，很多男孩子看，健康，可爱~
你要再长高一点吗？开玩笑的！

this is my first year celebrating ur bday!
i hope there will still be a next year and next year and next year which i can always celebrate with u!! :D

A1~

2009-08-21T21:48:00.003+08:00

yeah~~ scored my first A1 for olvl Chinese~
happy~ on the second thought, this is a little easy to achieve.
i still have to work harder for my maths, sciences, humanities blah blah~
today, took the english and history prelims papers.
it is a failure, not because the papers are very tough, it's because i didnt study at all.
im too stupid to think that wad i learnt during class time is sufficient for the exams.
dumb~ tsk! blame nobody but myself... *sigh.
i swear, i'll only slag for today's paper.
from next monday onwards, i'll try as hard as i could for all the rest of the papers!!
kampateh to myself!!! :D
joop & jm promised to call me whenever they wake up to study in the morning!
im quite looking forward to this as i rarely wake up specially to study in 3am~
these 2 hardworking girls make me a very lazy bum as compared to them >.<

anyway, today had 2 different practical lessons after the 2 papers.
tired but enjoyed throughout the experiments.
joked with joop as i smelled the very disgusting ammonia.
it's unbearable!!! phew~~
something unhappy happened today, hope the girls will patch up soon!! :D
i felt guilty too! *sorry..

teeheehee~
the girls' birthdays are approaching soon, soon, SOOÑ!
as for mine, it will be 31 days later~ :D
it's a mixture of excitement & disappointment.
well, every bday looks the same to me.
since it's a 18th bday, i hope it will be a better one cox i want all my 3 wishes to come true!
18?? it's a 2 year age gap between us...
between my taitais, between my classmates and all my friends. CHEW~~

alright, shall have a better sleep tonight!!

note: it's seventh month now, do be more careful!!! :D
bye ppl~ sweet dreams~

time without consequence.

2009-08-18T21:18:00.003+08:00

enjoyed past few days hilariously~
saturday and sunday were my taitai sessions in library~
i studied thru the very first and second chapter of Amaths book and understood most of them now~ *happy~
my 2 taitais drew some funny things on my foolscap when i went outside to answer my call.
well, nice drawings and i love these 2 taitais~
they drew the "things" i love sooooo much!!
but hahaha, i wan2 say smth, 1 of the drawings maybe extra~ *understand?
and we went to LaiLai for our lunch on sunday.
these 2 girls kept "encouraging" me to eat cox i didnt eat with them on saturday!
its a very cruel thing for me to stare at them eating their food on saturday!! >.< but i cant bear to spend much! see, the reason is still because of the 2 of you!!! *appreciate?? hahahaha. i spent a little too much on sunday and im feeling so guilty now. i wonder if i could save the amount on time to buy presents for my girls.. then joop and us went to meet her cousin and shopped a while and left seperately.

as for monday, me, Kim Tai & Yang Tai played with our phones and took quite alot of photos in the classroom.
haha! we've used the free lessons "wisely"!!
photos are with yangtai now, go to her blog to see them!! :D
well, kimtai really loves to pose her sexy poses while yangtai loves to smile sweetly.

after school, me and my teng teng & jiaojun went to eat in Pizzahut!!
they have been waiting for me since 2 weeks ago because of my lessons!!
*so sorry but i know they are willing to wait for me, right?
im soooo happy cox it's been so long since we gather together!
we may not see each other so often now but our relation is still good :D
contented~~ i have so much girls now~ they love me and i love them too!! :D

today, took the Olvl english oral and i think i did better than past.
i think i've answered all the questions correctly but perhaps not fully.
i was quite nervous and couldn't think too much and missed some good points.
phew~ hope i will score better!!
oh ya, tmr we will be receiving our Olvl chinese results!!
i hope it will be what i want!
wish me luck and confidence ok?? :D
i know u will!!
alright, bye bye and goodnight!!
sleep tight everyone because tmr may be a disaster!

态度

2009-08-13T15:11:00.000+08:00

心静自然凉，放屁自然香~
me and joop heard this during our math supp class~
it does make sense, right? hahaha..

well, 4 days passed~ we are so near to prelims now!!!
and tuesday is our Olvl english oral day!!
meanwhile, life's boring in school.
haha but it's good to chitchat wif girls~
and today, physics practical lesson was cancelled.
we only knew it after our lunch.
pui pui pui~~ she really love to 放飞机.
4E2 is such a poor thing! pui~

as for the past few days, i shall update here.

for monday, sis and her husband brought me, my bro and mum to eat in Ding Tai Fung!!
hahaha the food was tasty and we enjoyed it!!
i tried 炸酱面, but i guess it's not the same like those in the korean show right?
then sis's husband paid for the food and after that went to shop for some food in ntuc.
well, dad and 2nd sis didnt join us because one dont feel like going while the other was in the hospital.
its been 3 days and she's coming home now~
hope she will get well soon~
its quite troublesome for me to attend to her whenever she's sick cox she knows i will do anything for her.
chew chew chew~ thats why sometimes i dont like my 2nd sis!!! >.<

as for tuesday, i was too tired and i slept at 5pm and woke up at around 2am.
hehehe, after bathing i watched tv, dried hair and went back to sleep again around 5am.
it's fun doing all these when the surrounding is sooooo quiet.
but hahaha, it's not scary!!

as for wednesday, stayed back in school for the math supp class.
me and joop rushed to the nearby bubble tea shop for our lunch.
i bought the french fries with cheese and the very sweet milo ice blend~

that's my day~~
i will update again tmr~
要天天开心哦~

bye :D

FT ISLAND - CROSS & CHANGE

2009-07-28T17:13:00.009+08:00

woots people!!! FT ISLAND's 3rd album is released!!!

do support the lovely songs and FT Island!!

album name: Cross & Change

Lee Hong Ki (my love!!! :D)

Choi Jong Hun

Lee Jae Jin

Song Seung Hyun & Lee Jae Jin

Choi Minhwan

Lee Hong Ki (hearts hearts)

Choi Jong Hun

Lee Jae Jin

Song Seung Hyun

Choi Minhwan

Hope FT ISLAND's 3rd album will top scores! :D
fighting~~~~

我被骗了

2009-07-25T11:26:00.002+08:00

well well well, i was cheated by JOOPING!!!!!
after munching in 7-11, we went to the magazine stall near the bustop.
so when i was browsing the few magazines, that Joop said, "oooi, 185 come leh!!"
so i immediately put down those magazines and turned around, and i saw NO BUS was coming actually...!!! 多大胆啊她！敢骗我！
she did not want me to stay there cox she cant buy the magazine she want, right?!

and yesterday during the math sub class, i found JOOP & JINMEI abit fishy.
they were somehow giggling and dont know talking abt wad.
they must have did something!! 死定了！
当然不是我死定啦，是你们两个！

and b4 going to sub class, me, joop, jm, sl and aidah went to eat in 500+ pasar.
chit-chatted for a while and found out joop was secretly peeping the "char kwey teo" guy!
tsk tsk tsk, didnt know she had such taste!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
and when we were at the bubble tea shop, i saw someone!!!
i was so shocked!!! i giggled and that Jm was watching me and she laughed too :D
wow, i should have touched that 2 cups of bubble tea if i knew one of it was for him!!
hahahaha!! overall, enjoyed this week tremendously!! :D

anyway, few ppl like joop and jm have new names :D
joop = 阳台
jm = checkered bra / 格子印胸罩

feel like adding some jokes i found online!!!
1) what do elves learn in school?
2) Why is it dangerous to do maths in jungle?

i'll release the answer tmr!!! :D

bye ppl!!!!

eclipse

2009-07-22T18:05:00.003+08:00

well, this morning isnt a very sunny one.
but i love such weather, it's soooo cooling!!! :D
eclipse happened this morning but i cant watch!! wad a pity!!!
and this eclipse reminded me of the fantastic eclipse experienced abt 10 years ago.
i saw it once, (of cox im not the only one who saw/watched it lah!) using those 底片(negative).
it was really nice!! of cox i didnt watch it in Singapore, it was Malaysia!!!
anyway, i was really hoping the disaster would come man!!!! wad a disappoinment!! phew~~

and and and, today somebody got so angry that she threw the chair on the floor!!
shocked and speechless, everybody was looking at her and kept very quiet!!!
that poor guy was too stupid to speak at that unsuitable timing!
and he was too idiot to send those kinda things to her!
gd luck to u man!! and i felt every teacher dislike our class, BLEAH~~

im also updating my mon & tues' happening!!
20.07.2009 monday blues!!!! tell u wad ppl, i didnt enjoy my monday!!
u know wad, when i reached home around 3, i realised i didnt bring my keys.
and u know wad i saw? i saw my dumb brother waiting outside the door too!!
we knew nobody's coming home so soon.
so we waited for 2.5 hours outside the door until my dad came home~
phew~~i almost fall asleep when i was sitting at the stairs.
my dumb bro was quite pro, cox he slept on my mum's bike!!!
his was sitting on it and the pose was like......... DUMB!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

tuesday sunflower~~ 21.07.2009
well, i felt im enjoying sch nowadays, cox i love the laughter i had in class, whoever im with.
i keep laughing and laughing, just wan2 laugh my heart out!! :D

at home, i dont really like the presence of my 2nd sis.
i felt she's too selfish, she dont think for me and family.
it's too clear, her friends are more important than us, and i hate this kinda thing!

anyway ppl, i wont be updating sooooo regularly.
i wan2 control myself from touching com!!
wish me luck!!! muack ppl!!! :D

genius :D

2009-07-15T19:58:00.003+08:00

yo people!
i just played the web genius thingy. it's great!!!
1st attempt wasnt that good, because the web genius didnt got the correct answer!
but the 2nd attempt was great great GREAT!
i was thinking abt Lee Hong Ki, and it appeared in the result!! :D
sooooo cute~~~
alright, here's the link http://en.akinator.com/#
thx joop for this!! :D

well, i have been thinking alot of things.
i've thinking abt how to get rich, how to do my work well, and so on...
i really admired those teens who have already been earning their own money and its alot!!!
like Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez, Kristen Stewart...
perhaps doing smth they like and can earn big bucks isnt a bad thing right??
i've got certain aims, but i dont know where can i start..
aww.. is this my fate?? i wan2 be like them too!
im getting crazy!!!!!!!

ps: im watching HARRY POTTER - the Half Blood Prince tmr!! :D
YEAH! getting abit excited now!!!
i'll be watching wif Reiting!
there are some other classmates too, but they wont be sitting wif us.
i hope tmr's lesson time will pass quickly so that 3.30pm will come quickly!

twilight

2009-07-13T20:12:00.001+08:00

hohoho, im in loved with twilight NOW!!
although im so late, but it's indeed a nice movie!
love it alot!!! :D

Michael Jackson's memorial service.

2009-07-08T04:03:00.007+08:00

touched, all these cant be replaced by few words.
the legend will conntinue.

Smile though your heart is aching;
Smile even though it's breaking.
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by.
If you smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow,
You'll see the sun come shining through for you.
Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

in memories of the pop king, Michael Jackson.

2009-06-26T20:46:00.007+08:00

再也看不到的传奇。。。1958-2009

well, shocking news of pop king, Michael Jackson.

he was dead yesterday.

im quite sad, just like others said, we had lost one of the great musicians!

madonna said, "the world has lost one of the greats, but his music will live on forever!"

惋惜，永远活在记忆里的Michael Jackson.

希望你能得到安息。。。

只是觉得，今天对我来说，真得好灰好灰。。。

ft island 的另一面

2009-06-26T00:08:00.004+08:00

well, found some FT Island's videos on youtube.
these videos really cheered me up!
i just cant stop laughing cox they were too funny!!
but, after watching these, it really makes me feel more wanting to go their concert...
*sigh...

this is one of the video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fGtVne406Js
they were acting for the music program's songs charts (also known as M!countdown)

累

2009-06-23T18:34:00.002+08:00

我人累了，但是我的心，更累..
不想说，不想听，不想看..

太多东西让我觉得这个世界很丑陋..

空洞

2009-06-19T14:38:00.008+08:00

yoyoyo!!! abit lazy to blog past few days.
well, i overslept today and didnt attend the last math class.
abit sorry cox i didnt manage to copy notes for Joop!!
but meanwhile, hope she has reached Taiwan safely!

wonder how am i going to be like next week, without any lesson.
should be doing nth, except use com, watch tv, sleep, eat~~

as for the FT Island concert, the chance of going is 0.0000000000001 %.
绝望了，真得觉得自己活得很失败。
*sigh~~~

below are gifts from jinmei, bought in Malaysia. thx alot!!
i like that poop alot!

FT Island

2009-06-14T02:28:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOD!!! FT Island is coming to Singapore soon!!
they will be having a mini concert on June 27!!!
it will be held @Dragonfly, St James Powerstation.
the tickets will be sold in IMM, and each ticket costs $100!!
i wan2 go, but can i save $100 in 2 weeks time???
天啊！怎么办？
and i have checked the minimum age for entry is 18!!!
i wonder if i can go!! hopefully, it will be a concert, without age entry!!
i wan2 go badly.
i wan2 listen to them singing "Bad Woman"!!!

*photo from JM's blog.

i hope this trip will help gain more popularity for FT Island because not much ppl know them.

they deserve the attention!! :D

and i hope the concert will 爆满！

jiayou!!! :D

香菇佬

2009-06-12T21:10:00.005+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo!
went to subway again, with Joop & Jinmei(香菇佬).
chit-chatted and then accompanied Joop to change her money, cox she's going TAIWAN soon!!
she just cant stop telling us she's leaving for Taiwan next friday!!
trying to make us jealous huh? hahaha..

surprisingly, my mum told me she has ordered guzheng for me.
i rejected her 1 month ago, cox i was worried if she was conned.
i have not seen that model yet.
well, mum told me guzheng will arrive around 3 months later, from china.
since she bought it, i'll accept then!!! *contented!!!
and this also mean that i shall continue learning guzheng after olvls!

anyway, although today's 'officially' the last day of sch holiday lessons, but we still need to go back next week.
well, Jinmei & Joop are leaving for their holidays and they will skip some lessons.
our class is just not in luck, cox we dont even have a proper holiday.
想起了那个老师的话，“咬紧牙关，忍一忍，很快就过了！”
so everybody, let's 'bite our teeth hard' and let's pull thru together!! jiayou!!

crazy.

2009-06-10T16:23:00.004+08:00

ytd was too crazy for me, cox i watched Night At The Museum 2 for the 2nd time.
all thanks to my dear JOOPING -.-
at the same time, i got a big hole in my wallet too -.-
i spent too much these few days, gotta control myself.

well, my dear QinQin has come here again.
but, he doesnt wan2 talk to me at all. *heart shattered...
i also dont know wad i did. chew!

lessons are usual today, but fell asleep during EL lessons. *malu!
and homework are adding up, dont know when i can finish them.

the result after i mixed few acids, not very liking it. bleah!

alright, logging off!! bye ppl!!

Ben Stiller, Night At The Musuem 2

2009-06-08T21:49:00.008+08:00

went to lai lai for my lunch with Reiting & Joop today.
caught Night at The Museum 2 soon after that.
im now totally crazy over NATM2 / NATM & Ben Stiller.
woots, soooooooooooooo handsome, doesnt look like he's in his 40s at all!! :D
he even became Joop's 2nd husband!! hahaha.
well, i also love his other movie, Tropic Thunder!
ppl, this is a nice and funny movie!!!
i watched it twice at my cousin's place and i 笑爆我大牙 each time i watch it.
nice nice nice!!!! :D

Tropic Thunder *loves!!

Night At The Mesuem 2 *loves!!

thats my day, and i really enjoyed myself today~~

*hearts hearts~~

home alone.

2009-06-06T13:48:00.005+08:00

chew. home alone again.
看电视，煮面，吃面，扫地，冲凉，听歌，挤痘痘，玩电脑。
this is wad ive been doing to pass my time since morning.
i woke up at 7.17am today, 不想睡所以就起床了。

我像在发牢骚吗？

anyway, my sis said i'm too proud of myself, thats y nobody wants me. true???
她说，我以为我自己很清高，每天摆着一幅看不起人的样子，是人的话看了都不想接近。
somehow loh.... hahahaha.
i'll change my attitude then. 要一直微笑吗？
像这样吗？

刚好我是一只羊，所以这样笑也不错吧？

hahaha. bye~~

new life

2009-06-05T16:38:00.002+08:00

changed blog's color, photo & even added a song here :D
woke up as usual today, but didnt go to school.

today's last day for aunt's stay.
she and my two cutie cousins went back malaysia around 2pm.
and i'm all alone at home now.
so boring and quiet.

and, i think i've got enough $$ to buy BOF part 2 leh!! yeppy!!! :D
cox mum will also not be at home for these 4 days, and she gave me some $$.
but, shall i save first, or buy first??
well, see which suits my mood :D
anyway, enjoy ur weekends~~ muacks!!

我看见目标了

2009-05-29T19:34:00.003+08:00

well, today wasnt bad.
teacher-parent meeting was good too.
i finally understood the teachers' hard work leh.
they gave me motivation, encouragement, and i really appreciated it.
maybe, im prepared to chiong leh :)
“谁没有辛苦过？我知道你现在很辛苦，但将来一定是甜的，所以你一定要加油知道吗？”
touched, that's from mrs chia & my mum :)

and i'll be going for Jolin's autograph session in Jurong Point tmr.
maybe i shall take some pictures, and i'll update here :)

so that's my day, byebye youngsters!!! :D

天真？冲动？

2009-05-28T20:33:00.004+08:00

端午节快乐~~
吃粽子了吗？
i ate many many~~ :D

well, today wasnt that bad for me, but i still feel the sense of suayness~~
wondered if i really offended "it".. i felt so troubled.
wonder how can i solve it..
perhaps i should really go to the temple asap!! :)

and tmr mum's meeting the teacher, no worries cox i know wad it will be like.
im abit doubtful abt myself, wondering if i will really work harder?
im really too too too too too lazy~
很感谢几个朋友一直不断的鼓励我哦！
爱死你们了啦！

*很多事情是我们想不到的。
可以是吓人的，可以是开心的。
希望每个人都会在做任何事前想清楚，知道吗？

3个人

2009-05-19T18:14:00.003+08:00

today was quite a fruitful day to me.
but after i went home, it was a total boredom ......
me, Reiting, Jooping went to Vivo tgt.
met around 12 plus and headed there by train.
quite funny as we chit-chatted, gossiped, and watched some "live show" there.
hahahahaha..
and they kept taking weird photos of me -.-
anyway, i enjoyed it :D
希望还会有一起出来的机会哦！

hahahahahaha.. there's a big pimple on my cheek :D

BOF part 1 :D

2009-05-17T11:24:00.003+08:00

back again~~~

i bought Boys Over Flowers part 1 DVD ytd.

一看到它就把它抱着走了，幸福死我了！

$19.90~~~worth lah!!! :D muacks!!

* i will treasure u de!!! :D

yesterday's 9.15.

2009-05-17T11:00:00.006+08:00

yo folks~~
so how's the show ytd night?
love it??? i enjoyed alot. but the chinese audio really sucks!! phew!!!

i preferred korean audio, cox the chinese sounds soooooooo WEIRD!!!
all the guys' voice became soooo "niang" -.-
all the ladies'voice became soooo girlish. -.-

hahaha.. eventually hope this show will attract many ppl~~

the 1st male & female lead will be going to Taiwan on 31.05.2009 for their 宣传.
im urging to go, but too bad~~
cox no $$, and we are having our Olvl MT paper loh. rmb???

well, jolin is appearing in Singapore on the 31 or 30 of MAY, forgot which day!!
so, duno should go anot.
not that i wan2 see her so eagerly, just wan2 see how she looks in person ok???

anyway,
monday shall be a surprising day!!!! hohohohohoho~~

不要接受

2009-05-09T11:51:00.003+08:00

没有道理的世界
so???

我就是到现在都接受不了，

错,

是我不想接受了。

subway~~

2009-05-03T18:47:00.004+08:00

Went to library to study AGAIN, but in the end we 3 (jm, jp, me) slacked there.
me & jp read magazines while jm read her notes~~
then went to walked in jurong point AGAIN...!!!
chitchatted at subway and laughed so loudly that ppl kept looking at us!! -.-
it's fun laughing that way!!

& it's jp's first time eating subway!!
she loves it alot!!! :D
we all love subway too!!!! :D :D :D

chatted things like : XXX playing guzheng while clubbing, XXX's bushy eyebrows~~
then went home soon after that. me & jm accompanied jp to her bus booth
then jm accompanied me to pioneer station.
how nice ah!!! :D

& ytd night chatted alittle wif kd, somehow我们的友情已经淡如白开水..
我已经很清醒了，所以没有跟他说多多。

overall, i enjoyed the day spent wif these two nice girls!! :D
love y'all, muacks!!

beautiful day~~

2009-05-01T18:33:00.003+08:00

met jm & sh to go library study together.
however, library was closed because it's PUBLIC HOLIDAY today~~
hahahahahahaha. then went to shop in jurong point.
walked here & there until 6 then went home~~
jm & sh love to stalk guys!!! (hehehehehes)
we saw quite a number of nice-looking guys today~~ hahahaha.

well, thats for the day and my legs are in pain now~ -.-
bye bye ppl~~ do enjoy this public holiday ah!! :D

maths paper~~

2009-04-30T18:28:00.003+08:00

today, arrived sch at 7. but meeting time was 6.45.
i bet they were angry at me!! *sorry!!!
did all the papers, attempt all maths Qns, but did not manage to understand all.
the starting was easy, and it became more diffuclt followed on.
and today was cold, fell asleep for abt 15 mins after completing 1st paper, english paper.
hahaha. then ate my not-melt cheese wif bread during break.
*i really tot/ believed/ wished/ hoped the pretty cheese will melt, although i din oven it :)
jooping, jinmei they all laughed at me!! -.- hahaha..

after all papers, went for the nwsp presentation.
quite successful!! :)
and went to eat in pasar wif jm & sh chit-chatted and homed :)

tmr's labour day!! a beautiful day to rest again!!
so, HAPPY LABOUR DAY!!! hope everyone will rest well :)

希望明天过后我会变得更好。
蝴蝶在沉静后，会更努力的展开蝶翼飞翔~~

weeeeeeeeekend~~

2009-04-25T10:55:00.004+08:00

this is not a fun and enjoyable weekend loh..
got to do proj. and tuition too.
missed my tuition ytd. jooping must be feeling angry!! oops!!

ytd skipped the "nice" physics test.
she tot we are going to do it when she force us to do it only at the last minute??!!
crazy !!!!!
went to eat wif shuhui, jinmei, jiahui at pasar.
chatted for quite long and laughed alot!!
and later will be going to yy's house to do proj!
hope to finish it quick!!!

MYE!!!

2009-04-23T19:31:00.003+08:00

ohhhhh.. tmr's first paper of MYE..
gotta be a "fun & exciting" journey for everyone right? hahaha..
im still not prepared for the O lvls.
but time's passing so fast, gotta pull my socks now!!

and many things happened these few days, friends around me are getting moody/sad/troubled..
hope this wont affect their MYE performance!! :D cheer up all my girls!! :D
to jm: friendship may be lost at that moment, but i believe nth is impossible, right?
to jp: although phone is stolen, but cheer up and wait for ur new phone to arrive. ur phone wun wan2 see it's owner's dull face when it's first switch on, right?
to sh: may ur troubles disappear after this moment ok??? cheer up!!

today, ate beehoon for my 2 meals in sch..
trying to eat as healthily as possible :D
then did the mock papers, & i almost fell asleep :P
hahahaha. (this wont happen when the real exam comes!!)
walked wif shuhui to bustop then bused home.
well, tat's my day.
hope this would be a happy and enjoyable day for u, who are reading my post!!!
bye bye ppl~~~

a silver moment.

2009-04-21T19:21:00.004+08:00

well, today knew the result and it was a silver for SYF 2009.
still felt abit bit of disappointment because i really really really wanted a gold :(
haix, anyway, ppl around me comforted and said it's alright cox we tried our best.
thx ppl :)

and today get to know a new friend.
well, im going to talk to my dear friend for giving my number away.
shall smack him when i see him.

& tmr is nafa/napha/napfa (not clear) test.
thinking of skipping it but jooping told me not to :D
but im still not confident for the run and jumping.
shall ask my ah gong & ah ma (in heaven) to bless me so tat i can pass all 5 station.
:)

alright, bye ppl!! all the best for my tests tmr!! :D

syf 2009

2009-04-20T21:14:00.004+08:00

ya, this should be my last time playing guzheng on stage leh.

cox i'll officially step down on wednesday.

not really sad, but i really enjoyeed myself today :D

as in, i enjoy seeing other schools playing their music while i listened.

it's nice, but just feel it's the last time.

well, for the past few days, we all have been under pressure.

i felt quite paisay after saying our own performance today.

i dun feel satisfy, but this is the first time i dun feel nervous when i perform on stage.

yeeeeeeeeeepeeeeee~~ :D

im happy, & since im happy, i think tmr we are getting a bronze, instead of our target!!!

well, we done our best right? so leave everyone the most beautiful memories bah!

treasure all our happy moments, hyss guzheng ensemble,

wif love, herwen :D

18.04.2009 is a beautiful day~

just now read newspaper and found out that my junki injured his finger accidentally.

this shows how dilligently he has been practising for his fanmeeting???

wow. i bet it's an enjoyable, fantastic, welldone, best, most high, most WONDERFUL fanmeeting/ party!!

muacks junki!!!!

i love u!!!

and i wish u a fast recovery too! muacks!!! :D