Tuesday, July 20, 2010

No need to question.

Hahahahaha my very dear sis just told me no need to pay for my Jay Park Fan Meets ticket because that is my reward for working hard to look after her baby girl~ hahaha good idea too! :D actually im a little worried if i would be alone/ lonely cox even if I go with the fanclub ppl, there may not be much to talk about and emptiness and awkwardness will fill in between -.- die.

Things always happen this way.
If there is one thing for u to be happy about, then it will always have another thing for u to trouble. I don't know if im too sensitive and troubling over every detail. Am I correct? Did I say it wrongly again? Im always doubting my english skills cox my english sucks.
ultimate kisses for this ticket and my sis and JAY~ *muacks*

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Worth It Or Not.

Kekekekekeke~ Am quite happy for the past week over certain things and event :D

As long as you're feeling happy, luck will come your way~ hahahah I've gotten my "Jay Park Fan Meets Tour 2010" ticket few days ago!!!!!!! Credits to my sis muack!!! <3 Strangely but happily, Mum sounded a little worried when she knew I'll be going alone and so she asked my little brother if he wanted to go. Too bad my brother showed more interest in 2PM than Jay. I'm much more interested in the latter~Well, I can still go without anyone accompanying me. What surprised me most was that Mum actually hinted that she was willing to pay for my brother's ticket if he's going. Hmph. She really dotes on him. Well, I paid my ticket with my own salary this time. No doubt the ticket is EXPENSIVE so I really really really hope the showcase is worth the amount I paid for it :) Anyway a big part of it is already worth the money cox I get to see my Jay singing and dancing :) Hey that's pretty awesome already hahaha! I know I sound super fanatic like crazy fangirls fangirling.

Anyways, I attended 2AM's Singapore Showcase @ IMM last Saturday :) pretty cool!! They look so fine in person and they have nice bodies too hehehe! Tall guys who sing well are attractive! Get to hear them sing live is a fortunate thing because they sing so well~ I was hoping to bring my mum and brother along but that would mean they have to buy 2 more albums to get the entrance tickets and it's denifinitely not worth it. So I arrived just in time and stood there waiting for them to arrive because they were late and no official reason was released. Actually I'm ok with it and I didn't hear anyone complaining about it so no big deal as long as they went right? Haha. Brought a digital cam and a camcorder in case in need of both. I was disappointed by the Nikon digicam cox it was not as good as I thought it would be. Total failure. 12megapixels and yet zoom effect photos were blurry. Cant even capture a proper photo. Fortunately the camcorder worked better than I expected so things went out better. Left early before the autograph session ended because there was nothing for me to do. I didn't get the pass for their autographs but I managed to capture a photo of the signed album from an unknown fan haha!

Alright, enough of my fangirl stories.

From April till now, many things happened and it's not that I don't know what's going on. Although I can't read minds, I can tell how some people feel about me. Whether you're true or not, I can somehow feel it. Action speaks a thousand words. You don't need to tell me what you're thinking because I don't need it anymore. 2 different people giving me the same attitude tells me that I am rather insignificant. I thought too highly of myself because I once believed I was what they told me. Nobody likes a slap in the face. Giving your precious time to a non-worthy cause, may not be worth it. If this is what you have in mind all these time, then likewise to me, you're what I think to be something unworthy of my time.
Thank you for being who you are and have a nice day.