Oh, my Jay oppa has already left Singapore for Manila, Philippines. I had intended to go to the airport to see him & his lovely AOM crew before they set off but decided not to go because the stalkers(ok joking!!) aka Jwalkerz said they couldn't find him anywhere. And i think it's pretty harsh and unfair for him and his crew because ppl keep stalking them, especially him! Feel sorry for him but can't help in any way :( I read someone's tweet and she's so right. Jay is always stalked or i may say hunted 24/7 whenever he goes, and he sure doesn't feel nice inside but he can't do anything about it. He doesn't has his own freedom and space. Pretty sad about this stalking thing although it has already been this way since long time ago. Trust me, i really want him to be well and i seriously hope nobody stalks him again but chances of this happening are SLIM... Sigh. He doesn't seem to be happy at all when he's out and about in public during his own time :( He seriously needs some breathing space!! :(
My life is bland now because it's difficult to know what the dude's doing when he's flying around unless he updates us himself. Like he said, he'll come back to meet us again in the future, although idk how long the wait will be. I'm looking forward to meeting him again and i'm sure it'll be a brand new chapter in our lives then :)
Anyway, have been recollecting crazy memories of the past few days cox it's just so unforgettable. Mad long waiting and queueing @Wavehouse, Sentosa in the drizzles, mad laughing and screaming @Jay Park Fan Meets Tour 2010 with other girls, mad twittering anything abt Jay, it's just MAD~ :D if i'm not wrong, i used abt 12 hours of lappy for yesterday, technically counted as today and yesterday because i stopped playing at around 4:30am~ Lappy time were increasing since last Thurs because of Jay's stay in Singapore. Can't help cox i didn't wan2 miss out anything about him! I'm not different from those out-and-about-stalker lol! Awww neck bones have been aching for days because of that too. It feels as if they're going to break apart my head and shoulders '_' sour and intolerable aching but i can't move away from thus stupid lappy.
You know, i think i should start slimming down now, really. Anyone recommend any exercise? I'm thinking of jogging everyday but i hate jogging because it always make me feel sick after the exercise. I've been controlling my dinner though, trying to eat less rice but i'm always hungry around 11pm. That sucks because i always feel guilty for eating again. But if i don't eat and i starve myself, i'd feel inferior and think i wouldn't grow taller anymore. Just LOL at myself for these~~
Alright going FB & TT now~ bumbye~ ^3^ i miss u jay who's already in Manila now! I wan2 breathe the same air as u my dear :[
