I'm sure going tmr's study session because i want her to tell me the things i wan2 know badly! :D Missing the lovely and happy old times when all 3 of us taitais went to library to mug but turned out to be a chit-chatting and magazine session~ Not forgetting the times i spent with my dear tengteng and jiaojun too :D good old times always prove that we're getting old so we're reminiscing.
Sadly, my qinqin (nephew) went back to malaysia this afternoon after spending 2 weeks here. He skipped a week of school so i guess there's pile of homework waiting for him at home~ As i grow older, i always feel the increasing distance between us. When he was younger, he was with us so we were close. I don't know what to say to him or how to make him happy everytime i see him. It's like we're not close now. I make efforts to coax and play with him but i get cold shoulders at times. It is hard to make him smile. Sigh so bittersweet.
Anyway, had a lantern/ candles and sparklers session at the playground on Wed. It was joyous because i love the lantern festival atmosphere! Each year, i wish i could go back malaysia to celebrate and play around with my cousins. The candles and lanterns always melt my heart~ It's already heartwarming thinking about how we used to fool around and cycled with our lanterns hung on the bike handles. We ate and bbq-ed and chit-chitted and it was simply fun. It's one kind of true happiness i've ever had in my childhood :) And lol, my mum kept my Power Puff Girls lantern really well because it is still usable even though i got it when i was in primary school <3 <3 <3 I wonder if people still cycle with lanterns~ hahaha! Sounds abit old-fashioned though~ Some of us no longer stay together but my heart feels warm as i know we all remember we shared happiness :)
Have been writing long posts, because my fist-sized heart went through many things this week and i feel the need to pen them down before the slightest feeling disappears. It's getting late now and my eyelids are getting heavier. So signing off now~
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| LOL eyes closed~ |
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| always loving the candlelight and the warm and bright lantern~ :D |
Bye and kisses =3
To be short, i miss u so much. If we could ever be together, what would it be like?
