Had been really busy this week, I mean last week because the time now is almost nearing 4am, which is a Monday again~
Had to stand 12 hours everyday but luckily this job ended!!
Working and tiring myself out and even fell sick for 3 days but I still went to work.
From slight fever to high fever, sore throat to coughing and flu to nose block~ they're all killing me!
All these bad issues visited together and I did felt I was dying but thankfully I've almost recovered now.
Dad and Mom were really sweet as they showered me with so much love when I was sick ^,^
My pretty sisters were awesome too as they encouraged me that I would do a nice job ^,^
Hahaha as much as I want $$$, I still dragged my dying body to work that wreck job when I couldn't even stand properly and my face was pale!
The job's not fun and is tiring and bothersome.
SaSa indeed does not offer nice jobs.
Anyways, got in touch with so many rude, nonsensical and some other really nice people.
I've been clenching my fists as I served the rude ones and tried my best to squeeze some smile on my face.
These people don't deserve to be treated nicely but you know, it's my job.
Customers come first, but what's the big deal when you're not being nice to others???
Respect others before you want others to respect you.
Anyway, this quote apllies to some friends around me and I sincerely hope you guys get this right.I've been feeling so pissed off recently because I simply can't get through some stupid things which happened few weeks ago.
What's so great about you when you don't even appreciate other people?Do you actually know you've made a mistake even before I've made one?How can you accept my apology so easily as if nothing happened when you are supposed to be the one apologising for your mistake first? I hinted you but you acted like you were innoncent and it really disgusts me alot, even right now at this very moment.Don't take things for granted when it comes to me and you or anybody else.I hate people who don't appreciate my efforts such as not replying my messages at all even though you may not be able to reply instantly. At least give my a simple reply no matter how late it is right? Don't make me wait like a dumb ass!You don't know how it feels to wait in vain with all those sulky feelings being disppointed and ignored when you're enjoying yourself with other friends.Don't give me empty promises if you already know you can't fulfill anything. Stop being sucha hyprocrite.I have to admit that I was a person who used to give you empty promise but I did apologised for it.It is so much easier to forgive your enemies than your friends because I always treats you as one of my best pals but all I get in return are some fake feelings.
This is one of the sillest mistake I've ever made, believing you would be truthful to me.I guess friendships indeed don't last long and it's hard to find a true friend.Everyone is going on with a different path right now and I do believe I do not stand a place in you guys' hearts. It may be because I'm different from you guys, like age or some other things, I'm not so sure about these but I guess it's quite true actually.I'm not mad or sad at these because this is the real life, right? Learning all these life lessons makes one grow and I also learnt that my family is always the best because they will not leave me in lurch no matter what happens.Do treasure you loved ones when you can.
I love my family!!!!! ^,^
"Omma, Appa, Unnie, dongsaeng-ah, nan neomu neomu Saranghae~"
