Saturday, November 21, 2009

♥4E2, misses, misses & misses.

well, prom is over, chalet is over too.
woke up this morning with a total empty mind.
ok, may not be that empty cox i've been recalling all the memories we had as 4E2, recalling what i have done in chalet.
i felt like crying, but there's no tears -.-
alot of thanks for the committee for such a memorable chalet :)
well done!!! * feel like giving a hug~
im so touched for szekim's panadol when i was really sick, joop and everyone's concern for me, meixuan's handphone charger and guys da bao food for me when i was lazy to go out.

2 years, or maybe 1 year 11 months 21 days as part of 4E2'09/ 3E2'08, i miss everyone of u so much now.
at first i tot to myself, 5 days are just too long and boring for me to stay in chalet and i was almost reluctant to go when it was already afternoon of 16Nov.
because of my cold & runny nose and sore throat, i spoke and ate little during the prom dinner. and thx jeremy for his rose :)
and i regretted wearing that 1 inch stupid heels, i should have worn that 9cm heels!
then after the prom, me and joop cabbed down to aloha loyang chalet while others took mrt and buses.
ok, that's when i thought that "hey, maybe it will be a fun chalet!!! just enjoy & relax!!"~
indeed i treated that 5 days as relaxation time and doing nth except staying late, watching horror dvds, playing mahjong & poker and UNO stacko with forfeit.
that was really nice beyond words!!!!!!!!!
then we had bbq, or wad Serli said as "babikill" on the 3rd day, with mrs chia, ms ong and mrs wong with us.
i was abit sad on the 4th day because most ppl left that day, with yingyan & ratna started leaving early in the morning.
well, there's only me, joop, jm, justin and yy staying for the last day.
wad left was us with the big empty house.
it was so quiet and we joked and watched tv and started packing and cleaning.
then back to room, playing UNO stacko and poker again~
oh well, that's the night which we slept the earliest at 1 plus because throughout the first 4 days we had tgt, most of us turned in at around 4am, or at least 3am~
then, we left the chalet early and then decided to cab down to pasir ris mrt station.
oh ya, the taxi driver was certainly annoying!
he lied that there was police guarding and wouldnt want to take all 5 of us but there wasnt any police at all!
felt like giving him a tight slap on his face! and this is not all!
so me joop and jm got in the cab first, and asked the driver to return to drive justin and yy after we reached.
he nodded and then we saw him pick up passengers the next moment.
wad a big and old and ugly driver, disgusted at such taxi driver!!
he will get retribution soooooooooooooooon!!!!
then after breakfast in mac, we trained home, officially seperated as 4E2.
joop told me she felt like crying as we were reaching jurong east station when jm left, then followed by justin and then us at boon lay station.
i have been wondering when's the nest time we can all gather tgt, other than receiving olvl results next year??
nothing's sure and a quote to agree with, nth is impossible, right?
so guys, let's remember each and everyone of us, till the day we can no longer remember anymore, and keep the unitedness and faith which 4E2'09 always has!!!
i miss everyone of u so much now, and im afraid i may forget the faces because we can no longer see each other like we did during sch times.
我好想回到过去,不要多,再让我回到2009年的开始就好了。
我好想再一次好好的过这一年,把失去的再补回来。

with love, herwen.
i love u guys!

some photos were taken from my girls' blogs & facebook! thx everyone! :)






























this is for the contribution for guzheng ensemble. oh ya, i also miss my guzheng girls and "my" guzheng in sch.





















always so oustanding isnt it??? haahahah!!!





















that's jinmei's egg! see that heart shape there??? :D




























this was the outcome for losing in the UNO stacko game. she's really suay on that day, borrowed toilet paper and also had some pretty makeup on her preeetty face!






























looks cool with this pose, isnt it? i wonder how many of u are laughing now~hahahahahaha!





























UNO stacko, perhaps the tallest height! girls, we're so pro!!!!!




























haha spot that shoe over there!




























everyone looked tired in this pic, but well done u guys!!!























yihan: see wad see?
yongli: aiya, i so handsome! quick, just snap, quick!!!























haha, serli said we just descent from heaven!























just cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeze~























pretty! this is just awesome!!!!!!!!!!!




























see that toilet paper roll which jinmei borrowed? she's proud of it!























it's a pity not all of the girls were present.






















meixuan~thx for the handphone charger!!! :)






















our joop~ she's a busy person that day





























yongli~~帅到爆了啦!i miss ur singing and dancing..




























serli!!!!!!!!!! i love her hair!!! miss the times we played uno stacko!!!
























oh yeah, i have the most shots with her! thx for accompanying me throughout the prom!
























christina! miss the mahjong games we had tgt!!
























reiting!!! she's in japan now!!! miss her too, miss the time we had Lailai tgt!!




























see! another shot of me and joop! ahahahahahaha




























she's such a sweet girl! hope we can soon go lailai tgt!!!






















the best lailai mates!!! :D rmb the times we ate and chatted for 3 hours?






















miss ong and miss chia! met in the toilet! appreciate the encouragement that miss ong gave me, telling me not to panic during math papers. i hope i wont disappoint u when the olvl results is out.






















miss chia, u may not be a very great teacher, but still thanks for teaching us physics! jiayou!






















making great friends doesnt need to be early, junjie and yongli are the best examples!






















abit dark, may not be that close with jiahui and meixuan, but still thx alot for the days we spent tgt! and szekim looked so different that day :)




i love u 4E2, i really do!!!!!

Friday, November 6, 2009

it's beeen so long since i last posted here.
anyway any misses??? :)
time passes fast, people changing.
来这里,当然不是要写开心的事。
以前小时后觉得我的家很快乐,很温馨。
现在,越来越搞不清楚我的家真的是一个家吗?

妈偏心弟弟跟二姐,爸好像又什么都不理不睬,只剩我跟大姐。
现在,我才觉得其实大姐可能比其他人更了解我。
可是,大姐现在又不在身边。。
跟二姐说话很辛苦,因为很难了解她,她也不了解我。
有时她说话还会带刺,我是她妹妹。
为什么她总是相信朋友多过自己的家人?
为什么她的朋友总是在第一位?
我真的很讨厌她所有的朋友,也很讨厌她!
弟弟呢,更不用说,说话好像要把我杀死才开心。
妈妈的心肝,在家里什么都不用做。
妈妈想他时就打电话来,但是开口第一句都不会是问我这个接电话的人在干什么。
她只会问,弟弟吃了没?在玩电脑吗?没得吃得买东西给他吃啊!
像什么?对牛弹琴,他根本不理她,真替我妈感到悲哀。
为什么她不爱我一点?如果她爱我多一点,可能她付出的爱会更有回报。
说真的,很羡慕jinmei的家庭。

真的不知道我是身在福中不知福,还是命苦。