MERRY CHRISTMAS ~~~

heeeeeeello im back~
again, 2 weeks just flew past just like the normal days.
emm cousin and nephew going back soon and so my life will back to the original state again though i be bored and lonely at home.
feel like doing smth special to rmb the last few days of 2009 although i've been through so much bad things for the past 359 days.
honestly, i want 2010 to come and so on yet i still want to stay 18!

oh ya, Happy Birthday to my Joeyn cousin too~
she's so lucky to arrive on christmas day right?
everyone remembers her bday easily :D

well, may the last few days of 2009 be smooth and full of joy~
byebye, it's 3am plus now and im turning in after this post!
sweet dreams :D

TAN JIAOJUN

ya, calmed down abit after spitting out my anger in the previous post.

here's my belated bday wishes for my dear jiaojun.
im felt sorry because i only sms my greetings this morning.
still, HAPPY SWEET 16~~ muack!

BREAKOUT

not very happy with my family, especially my brother.
wonder why he always picks on me and even called me a dog in front of my mum and she just responded it with a smile.
so am i also a dog that my parents gave birth to? seems so.
and this doesnt happen just once, it's alot of times.
i really hate the times when my mum bias towards my brother.
feel like roaring the f and s words and whatever vulgarities in front of these 2 ppl!
leaving this home asap is the solution.
i will not want to stay any longer with these ppl, include my dad and my 2nd sister.

2009 is just another sucky year for me, i hate it!

Kite

hello people!!
just came back from malaysia yesterday night after spending 4 days there.
the return date was set to be on monday but it was changed at the last minute.
my nephew got some eye infection and his left eye was so swollen that i couldn't see his eyeball.
but luckily he was treated the next day and he's almost well now.
my mum also decides to bring my cousin here for some holiday as this is his first time here.
haha a thing to mention, i have to stay at home to look after these 2 naughty kids.

well, this trip back there is almost the same as previous trip but this time was much more lively and happy! :D
found out that there has been a kite flying craze and everyone will gather at the Clock Tower field to fly kites together.
haha i went to witness it on sunday afternoon and it was really packed with people.
lots of kites were flying in the blue sky and it was definitely difficult to spot which is which.
my aunt told me most parents are willing to buy kites for kids although a simple kite may costs more than RM50.
haha although our kites only cost a mere RM2 each but one of them still fly high up in the sky.
one is a Keroro printed while the other is a maplestory printed plastic kite as compared to those macho "bat" or "bee" kites :D
before going to the field, me and my cousins actually flew the kites in my house garden.
the keroro kite flew really high up and i cant really spot it in the sky because it was 2 or 3 something (hottest time of the day :D) in the afternoon and the sun was high up there.
but things got worse when the direction of wind changed and the string was entangled with the electrical cables.
we tried to pull and release the string so that the kite may be freed but it failed.
thus i cut the string to free it and was waiting for it to fly or maybe drop and land somewhere near my house so that i could pick it but it went missing instead.
the maplestory kite was worse because it couldn't even fly althought we attempted many times
haha maybe blame it on the presence of the weak wind!
and so, i only sit at the side and see others fly their kites when i went to the field :D


























spot that keroro kite?? :D

haha im almost finished with the things i want to say :D
oh ya, i think im going to learn to ride motorcycle the next time im going back because everyone expect me to do so.
it should have been so 2 or 3 years back but i didn't want to at that time because i was thinking that it would be nice for someone to fetch me in and out and was also too dangerous for me to travel on the road.
i should learn to be more independent now so that i dont need to trouble my family.

lastly, a quote of life for everyone: life is simple but it's just not easy.

not going to sleep so early cox i have lots of korean and hongkong dramas to watch!!!
so, byebye ppl~ :D

h-o-m-e

hello ppl~
it's been some time since i last update this blog.
well, days are passing fast and it's near the mid of december now.
im not working now, cox i dont want to.
i treat this 2 months as some real holiday.
staying at home and play computer and watch tv and listen to my fav songs are just enough for me, not too much and yet simple, it's just a matter of wasting alot electricity.
i've been trying to achieve the sense of so-called simple life.
hahaha but i dont know am i already there, or still the same.
my so-called "health problem" remains the same.
my mood has been quite good i think, cox not much bad things happened.
but someday ago, i remembered jinmei saying i've been improving and she told me not to keep checking the time.
and so, i dont even wan2 wear watch nowadays, so tat i can forget abt timing matters.
thx ah jinmei~ :)

well, mum, my uncles and my sisters have been saying im too lazy to work.
im not denying though.
and i miss my elder sis alot, somehow.
she's going to give birth soon, probably this month or early next month.
may all things go on smoothly.
im feeling both exciting and happy, cox im gonna have a niece sooooooon~
haha, i promise i will dote the baby girl as much as i dote my ever cutie (qinqin)~

another thing to be happy abt is that CHRISTMAS is coming~~~~
im so excited abt this lovely and merry season though my family dont celebrate it.
each year i've been wanting to buy a christmas tree but i think not much ppl will appreciate it.
there's still a lonely soul here in this festive season, quoted from jinmei.
not very sure when can i go out with friends again, cox everyone's been busy working.

hahaha, i think im ending my post here.
oh ya, changed blog songs too!
they're all abt CHRISTMAS!!! :D
of course, the 2PM heat is not over yet!! :D
nights are getting colder, remember to cover blankets ah!
i think i'll update soon!!
byebye~